my fairy tales

New Year 2012

2012-01-07T03:35:00.000-08:00

puuunya lama kan sa x memblog..taun lpas lg sa pya last post..hihihi..

sedar x sedar, we already entered 2012..well, new year's celebration still kickin'..hopefully i'm not too late to wish u all~~

2011 passed..n so many good things happened during the year..i am so thankful for each one of it..harap2 this year could be better! *fingers crossed*

will post more. see u soon! ^^

Holiday Season~

2011-12-16T06:53:00.000-08:00

Just a little quick update here.. =)

To those who celebrate, from me & family.

HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE. =)

XOXOXOX

Saya Graduan UMS! Yeah!

2011-12-07T22:33:00.001-08:00

saya kini bergelar Graduan Ijazah Sarjana Muda!!yeaaahhhh!! (sambil menari2 cha-cha keliling laptop)

selepas 3tahun sa study d UMS, jalan kesana sini pegi kelas, duduksana sini menyiapkan segala kerja2 sikul, jumpa lectrer sana sini memohonpanduan course, golek sana sini study utk exam...akhirnya~ berjaya juga samenggenggam segulung ijazah yang jadi impian sejak sa tadikaaaa lg..usaha sasejak sa mula blajar ABC n 123 skrg sudah terbayar dengan ijazahini..huhuhu..terharu la pula...

a big tq to God, kerana dgn izin dia juga, umur samasih lagi dipanjangkan sehingga hari ini sampaila sa dpt 1st degree sa, dankerana sentiasa berada di sisi sa tanpa sedikitpun melupakan atau meninggalkansa..TQ GOD..I LOVE U..

a big tq to my family..mami, dadi, kakak,abg, adik n all close relatives..tq kerana sentiasa menyokong dan memberi sasemangat sepanjang perjalanan sa menuju to my 1st degree..TQ Semua..I LOVE UALL SO MUCH..

a big tq to my teachers n lecturers..tadika,sk,smk,matrik,UMS..tqatas segala ilmu dan pengetahuan yang dikongsi..tanpa kalian ndalaaa sa dpt nedegree sa jg ne..TQ Smua..I LOVE U ALL..

a big tq 2 my frens..semua2 yg turutsokong sa spnjang study (termasuklah belanja2 n copy2 jwpntutor..oopps..hahaha)..esp 2 kwn2 FE..dette, saril, umar, kevin, polly, vina anall the other FEians...tq so much..I LOVE U ALL..

and last but not least..a big tq 2 my love one, Alex..tq 4 ursupport slama ne..time sa susah or senang, u always with me n fill me with urlove...tq syg..I LOVE U SO MUCH..

sa menerima degree sa on 28 Nov 2011, di Dewan Canselor UMS dengan disaksikan oleh my mum, dad nmy adik (n of course adala ribuan org lain lg)..dapat sa rasakan bangga mum ndad sa tinggi sgt2, lebih itu menara canselori UMS..hihi..agak terkilan jg lahri 2 x dpt begambar abis2an sap selepas abis majlis, kuar dewan..lol ujan ne dluar..so, gmbr sikit2 saja la..dgn kwn2 pun x sempat coz yala ujan kan..familymasing2 dah tunggu d luar..tp xpa, yg penting ada gmbr pakai jubah yg mahalsewa 2..haha~

28 Nov 2011, Dewan Canselor UMS.

CONGRATULATIONS CLASS OF 2011 UMS!!

30Days Challenge - Day 14

2011-11-08T18:53:00.000-08:00

Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.

(masih asi ba kan..hehehe)

easy.

i currently addicted to GLEE! XD

sa suda follow ne crita since season 1 lagi..

skrg season 3 suda...makin lama makin syok..hehe

knapa sa suka?hmmm~

cover song dorg smua syok2 + suara pun lawa2 smua...

sa suka drama/movie yg jenis2 musical punya..no wonder la sa suka Glee..hehe..

lgpun, Glee dia mcm kc highlite about BROADWAY, which is i love..

n juga about golongan yg ditindas in school but they still pcaya dgn diri yg dorang akan bjaya one day nnt & people will sedar that they have such a big talent..talk about big dream here..

this show taught me a lot about FRIENDSHIP, TRUSTING OURSELVES & DON'T EASILY GIVE UP..

so lbih kurang gtu la knapa sa suka ne TV Show..hihi...~

image source: entertainmentwallpaper.com

Challenge day 14 - done!

so..this is the tv show that im currently addicted to..

how about u? do share! ^^

ada org tag sa..hihi..

2011-11-08T05:01:00.000-08:00

ada org tag sa d blog, so i have 2 answer their question la kunun ne..hehe..

so~ here it is...

~ MY BIRTHDAY?

23 oct 1988 (im 23 now yay~)

~ALWAYS USE A PEN BRANDS?

Kilometrico...hoho..

~ ALWAYS USE COMPACT POWDER OR BABY POWDER?

compact powder

~GROW UP TO BUY A HOUSE LIKE?

house d tanah sndiri..mbahaha

~ HOUSE SITTING OR GO TO SCHOOL?

since i ordy finish my dgree, i really would like to go to school..

i miss my student's life!!

~WHEN EVERYTHING STARTED TO FEEL ATTRACTED TO BLOG?

ermm since 2009 kalo x silap..

~ INTEREST IN HARD OR SOFT COLOUR?

both.

~ LOVE TO STUDY OR RECITATION MATERIALS READING?

study

~COMFORTABLE USING HEADPHONE OR EARPHONE? WHY?

dpends on the situation.

playing games = headphone, bcos x la jatuh2 time main game

listening to music (indoor) = both pun boleh

jalan2 (outdoor) = earphone, senang simpan if x guna

~ STRAIGHT OR WAVY HAIR?

straight

~ LOVE TO WEAR HIGH HEELS OR SNEAKERS?

since i cant wear too much full covered shoes, i usually go for high heels.

huh..pnat jwb soalan ne..bukan apa...soalannya 2 sa x paham maksud...(rasa mcm anty english suda...sory aa, jan mrh)

bah sa tag kamu semua yg baca ne post!

JAWAB! JGN X JAWAB! JAWAB! SKRG! KAMU X BUAT PUN 2! JAWAB! JAWAB!

hehe...see u on the next post~

i hate my life!!

2011-11-05T19:22:00.001-07:00

terkejut skjap tebaca status ini di post oleh seorg anak murid sa d fb..bila ditanya kenapa, dia ckp hidup dia boring..seorang budak yang dilahirkan sempurna n mampu p sekolah boleh ckp mcm 2?sebagai seorang cikgunya (walaupun cikgu ganti saja), hancur hati sa membacanya..apa lg yg budak2 skrg mau?idup penuh cabaran yang asal kuar rumah ja mesti pakai bulletproof vest sap ada takut peluru sesat?

bukan anak murid sa ja yg ckp gini...byk ne sa nmpak d fb..terutama yg teenagers la..they hate their life sebab boring?sebab they have parents yang selalu mrh2 dorg?sebab they have to go to school?sebab gf/bf dorg main kayu tiga?oh please~ lahir sempurna, ada kwn2, ada parents, mampu p skolah...i say - YOUR PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE IS SUCKS! not ur life yg sucks..got it?

the moment u want to say "i hate my life!", think about those who are not born perfectly who wants to jump & run, those who are not in a peaceful country who wants to play on the street peacefully with their friends or those who are not luckily can go to school & learn new things, like u do. so, be thankful.

this is my post smlm, n sa mo tmbh lg "those who dont have parents who wish to hug their dad n kiss their mum everyday"..seteruk mana pun hidup kita skrg, igtlah...ada yg lebih teruk dari kita, yg lebih susah dari kita..

pagi ne sa nmpak satu video d utube..time tgk ne, my tears jatuh..makes me realize how lucky i am now, living in my beautiful life..walaupun tidak seperfect mana, i love my life..sa sudah cukup bertuah dilahirkan sempurna, dpt school smpai earn my degree (btw, im graduating this NOV.. ^^), ada parents n family yang menyokong sa, ada love one yg syg sa n my friends around me yg slalu cheer me up...THANK YOU GOD..

..sila lihat video ini k...

no matter how hard u think ur life is, always remember that there is someone who have worse than u. yet, they still manage to cope it. watch this n try to figure out the msg. it makes me really appreciate my life. =') be thankful.

i hate my life = 4 perkataan

Thank You God = 3 perkataan

lagi senang cakap 3 words berbanding 4 words. buang air liur ja. kan?

Mulakan hari ini dengan ucapan syukur atas segala yg anda ada pada hari ini..

Sekian, jumpa di post lain.. ^^

image source: http://www.coolorama.com

topik hangat:kata2 luahan di internet

2011-11-05T05:10:00.001-07:00

hi..nah ne ari sa mo ckp (type) pasal isu2 hangat yang blaku sni internet pasal luahan2 ati ne..x kira fb kaaa, blog kaaaa....pa2 ja la...myb byk lagi yang sa x taw tp ada 2 yang hangaaat seMalaysia ne...rasa2 byk jg yg taw ne..hehe...

1. kes pertama:seorang anty yg tidak puas ati dengan budget 2012 smpai mengutuk profesion org lain d fb.

sa berkata - bila mendengar budget, dgr betul2, jgn main fb saja..hehe..sa x mo ckp siapa, nnt jd panas blog sa...jd sepa mkn cili rasa pedas la..hahaha...so yg d luar sana 2, kalau x puas hati 2 jgn la smpai hina profesion org lain..kita sama2 cari makan..kalo suda rezeki 2 kena bagi oleh sesetengah pihak, jgn la dengki..masa anda akan tiba jg...tp setau sa..e2 rezeki semua dapat ba 2...yg dia bising2 apa hal kan..2 la..dgr budget x dgr btul2..kan dah malu...ada jg geng2 dia yg ikut mengutuk sana 2..pun teikut malu juga...hahaha..skrg dgr2 dia suda delete fb dia (x taw pla yg geng2 dia 2), and dorg kna cari suda oleh kementerian yg employ dorg (dgr2 la) sebab suda melanggar etika2 tertentu...x taw suda apa jadi sama dia skrg...hihi...kita sensor2 crita aa, sepa yg taw diam2 ja..hihi..

2. kes kedua: seorang plajar uni mengutuk uni n negeri tpt dia study dlm blog..

hui panas ba orang2 baca...trus byk la yg komen dia ckp dia ne x blajar sejarah, anak manja...mcm2 lagi la...sa sempat baca entry dia 2, mmg bikin panas la..apa x, baru sebulan dlm uni n negeri org, suda ckp mcm2 (which is yg lansung x masuk akal la) memburuk2 kan negeri n uni tpt dia bljr (ada jg dia mention kptm)...nda pasal2 cari nahas kan?

lpas entry panas dia 2, ada la jg dia post mohon maaf d blog dia n delete entry lalu yg bikin panas 2..tp bak kata pepatah, terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya..x pasal2 kena kutuk org ramai..dah la seMalaysia boleh baca entry dia 2...smua pun mrh dgn dia (ada jg la beberapa orang yang mereng sikit pegi sokong2 dia..ish3~)...ada jg komen dlm 2 dri pihak uni dia ckp yg dia akan diambil tindakan tegas atas post dia yg berbau penghinaan & racism..tah apa la nasib dia pas ne..kesian mak bapa dia hntr pegi study, skrg ne dah buruk nama dia..kesian mak bapa dia kan?tah skrg ne tah pa jd, hal2 bgini dikira kesalahan berat dlm uni (pun ada jg geng dia ckp x mungkin uni akan ambil tindakan..ah mimpi..x pna baca buku peraturan uni ka.. =.=')..

lpas entry mohon maaf dia 2, ada jg yang sggup memaafkan..tp setelah p cek twitter dia (org semua suda taw detail ttg dia ne tmasuk ic dia), ada yg tarik balik maaf dorg..eh, knapa pula?bukan dia suda insaf ka?rupa2nya belum insaf dowh~ tgk tweet dia bukan main bongkak riak lg x akun salah..dblang dia cuma meluahkan isi hati, blogger ada hak...hahaha..ya mmg blogger ada hak tp hak 2 limited...hal2 sensitif tidak boleh disentuh..byk lagi sa mo ckp pasal entry dia 2 tp sa x mo kasi detail2..pndai2 la kmu cari sepa dia 2 then baca sendiri...(dia delete entry panas 2 pun dah beribu org copy...)

hmm...now dia pya fb n twitter suda dia deactivate..taw takut kan..blog dia masih on lg 2...1hari tah brapa ratus visitor dia, naik trafik yaw..kalo ada nuffnang suda beribu duit masuk..bole jg dia bkin byr plastic surgery..haha..tp kalo suda malu 2 mana lg dia igt 2..skrg ne 1 uni n 1 ngeri 2 cari dia..x taw suda apa jadi sama dia skrg ne suda...seperti kes pertama, kita sensor2 crita aa, sepa yg taw diam2 ja..hihi..

ada byk lagi contoh2 2 tp ne dua la yg paling latest n panas skrg ne..

pendek kata, pengajarannya ialah: KAJI SEBELUM BERFIKIR & BERFIKIR SEBELUM POST anything di internet becoz kalo silap langkah, kita jg yang malu, x pasal2 masuk penjara (setau sa ada akta dlm hal2 bgini)..hal2 bgini ada kementerian yang pantau, so igt2 la k sebelum memblog @ mempost something d mana2 social network..(ne entry pun sa balik2 round suda takut tersentuh isu2 sensitif..hihii)..

kata2 adalah lebih tajam berbanding pisau. hati2 dengan post anda!

image source: http://www.kesslerforjudge.com

so that's all for this entry...sama2 kita memblog sambil berhemah..hihi..^^

blog behabuk! fuhhh~ fuhhh~!!

2011-11-02T18:28:00.000-07:00

eeee ba punya lama x update ne blog ne...siou~ challenge 2 pun blm abis lg sa buat....sory la...blogging sa ikut mood ba...rasa2 mo update jg ne skrg, tp bz la pula coz im working now...so, just for a quick update...this is my latest foto~

currently kerja as guru ganti d smk kota marudu, tp next week pencen suda...hehe..
i hv so much to tell u all!miss u guys...i promise i will be back soon!!
XOXOXOX

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2011-10-15T00:03:00.001-07:00

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30Days Challenge - Day 13

2011-07-28T04:22:00.000-07:00

Day 13 – Your favorite musician and why?

1st of all...ya again...sory sap lama x update blog...been busy with prktikal + slow line + no mood...hehe...siou~ baru juga ada mood mo update sap line ok suda plus pktikal sa abis suda~ yay!!~~ ^^

so, cabaran diteruskan...emmm...day 13..my fave musician and why..musician ne adalah golongan org2 yg write, perform and/or makes music..actually la kan..xda jg la yg sa betul3 fave musician sap sa ne dgr smua jenis lagu, x kira sepa artis dia..bcoz sa bukan tgk artis yg nyanyi...sa dgr kualiti + kesiokan lagu yg dorg tulis/prfom/buat...kalo mo kc list ne...byk jg la...antara yg top, kalo international adalah si Christina Aguilera n Carrie Underwood...sebab dia?kalo c christina ne..smua org pun taw..suara dia, kebolehan vokal dia sgt2 amazing..everytime sa dgr dia nyanyi, mimang kambang ne blakang leher sa..gila eh suara dia..hahaha....kalo c carrie pula, sa suka dia pya low profile+sa agak into the country-pop sket..hehe..

kalo yg local pya pla, antara yg top dlm list adalah P.Ramlee n Stacy..sa rasa smua knl jg la kan..P.Ramlee ne x pyh ckp, kmu smua pun taw...suara dia+lagu2 dia+filem2 dia...seniman agung Malaysia ne..kalo kmu x knl dia bgus kmu p PLUTO laaaaa....n kalo c Stacy pla, suka dia pya performance..suara dia penuh dgn stamina..jrg2 ada pnyanyi yg dpt prform menyanyi+menari sekaligus...

So...bgini ja la crita dia...kalo mo ckp fave yg paling utama, yg fave musician mmg teda la kalo sa...tp fave musicians ada...hahaha..

bah, mcm slesai uda laba ne post ne kali ne kan..hehehe

CHALLENGE DAY 13 - DONE!!!!

so..this is my fave musician(s) n why i love them..how about u? ^^

30Days Challenge - Day 12

2011-06-26T18:34:00.000-07:00

Day 12 – A photograph of the town you live in

alalala...sekali lg...siou coz lama x update blog...been bz plus line selowww~ huhuhu...

so..cabaran mc diteruskan...hari ke-12 ne..gmbr town tpt sa tggl...

sa tggl d Kota Belud..kmu taw jg d mana kan 2?hehe..so, KB ne..bukan bandar..pekan saja...best sap pada kbykn tpt, hutan2 mc terpelihara..hihihi...KB ne slalu digelar Home of East Cowboy..bcoz sni trkenal dgn suku kaum Bajau yg terrer menunggang kuda..byk lg yg menarik la..em even ne gmbr ckp 'a photograph'..rasa2 ble ba kan sa kc byk2 gmbr..hehehe....

ne main entrance pekan KB..yup, gateway p Mount Kinabalu jg..

(source: Aku gadis Borneo)

yg ne pla gmbr The East Cowboy..

(source: ZieDesign| Blog of a Freelancer Designer)

n some random pieces about KB's culture..
(source: Kota Belud Travelers Lodge)

dua kaum majoriti d KB adalah Kaum Bajau n Kaum Dusun Tindal..

setau sa la..hihihi...

yg ne adalah pakaian tradisi kaum Bajau..

(source: google.com)

n yg ne pla pakaian tradisi kaum Dusun di KB..

utk pgetahuan readers, yg pmpuan ne adalah wakil UN KB bru2 ne p KDCA..

n yup..she is my aunty.. ^^V (lebih muda dri sa la..)

(source: RASA SAYANG SABAH - by Dolly MJ)

(source: The chosen One)

so..ini la serba sedikit abt KB..kalo mo crita btul2 kan..byk lg ba..tp mo pjg2 pun pning ja kmu baca kan...hohoho...

so..mcm abis suda ba kan challenge day 12 ne?

CHALLENGE DAY 12 - DONE!!!

so..this is the photographs of the town i live in..how abt u? ^^

30Days Challenge - Day 11

2011-06-12T18:45:00.000-07:00

Day 11 – What’s in your makeup bag?

alamak..rahsia kerajaan..hahaha..x ba..

ok..my makeup bag eh..erm..actually sa ada 2 makeup bag..one utk smua brg2 makeup, and 1 lg utk yg travelling pya..since skrg ne sa prktikal n tggl bukan d rumah sa..i only bawa yg travelling bag pya la..which is isi dia only yg the basic pya ja..ne gmbr dia..

mcm yg ble nmpk sni, isi dia x byk..(atas lptop la pula ne tpt ampai.. =.=')

eyebrow brush

blusher brush (tutup ilang!!!huaaa~)

eyelash curler

tweezer

eyeshadows

eyeliners (white n black)

eyebrow liner (picah ttup.. =.=')

mascara

nail clipper

hair accesories

moisturizer (ya2..mo abis suda..i get it..nnt sa shopping.. =.=')

yg lain2 ada cmpact powder n lipgloss lg..tp yg 2 dlm beg yg sa slalu bwa p jalan2 bcoz ne mesti ada slalu...besa la..pmpuan.. XD

yg the other makeup bag (xda gmbr kio) isi dia:

more brushes

falsies n glue dia

foundation (x suka pkai..so x bawa slalu)

more hair accesories

more eyeliners

more eyeshadows

smua brg2 ne kena pantau every 3 months utk cek keadaan dia..yg x ble guna suda/expire akan ditamatkan d tong sampah...huahuahua~

haha..mcm itu ja la sap bole ckp sa bukan yg suka pkai makeup byk2, so slalunya moisturizer + powder sket + eyeliner + mascara + tinted lipgloss pun cukup suda..nda buli lawa2 btul bilang bf sa..nnt kna rabut kunun..haha..joke..cukup suda sap pakai lawa2 brabis pun takut cair ne sap kk sgt3 panas n sa jenis yg kuat bepeluh d muka.. =.='

len la kalo dduk bwh aircond 24jam...

so..mcm siap uda ne challenge day 11 ne kan?

CHALLENGE DAY 11 - DONE!!

so..these are the things in my makeup bag..how abt u? ^^

30Days Challenge - Day 10

2011-06-09T23:21:00.000-07:00

Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.

alalala..kalo ini ne...pjg btul list dia ne...yala..suda nama dia ORG YG SUKA MAKAN kan...body pun kiut2 gtu..muahahaha~ bah..sa kc 1 ja la kio...kalo mo kc smua ne..mcm 10-20 post bru ckup...hohoho...so..antara favorite place sa mo p makan..jeng3~

OLDTOWN yg bertempat d 1BORNEO~

(gmbr ihsan dri uncle google...makaseh uncle.. ^^)

napa sa suka sini?

1st, sa suuuuka mknan dia..shedap n hrga pun tidak la semahal yg paling mahal..means mc dlm budget sa la..

(pic by me: ne gmbr kwn sa, kevin n dette..sedang mlantak bbq chicken rice..kiri kanan x tgk lg owh~)

2nd, sa suka kopi dia.. ^^

(pic by me: ne dette sdg mamam whipped cream d ice blended coffee sa..oit2!!sa pnya 2!jan kasi abis!! XD)

3rd, ini la tpt me n my bf slalu p mkan if kmi kuar sama2..guess that we both peminat oldtown.. XD lbih kurg mcm tpt ne penuh dgn memori kmi 2 la..hihihi.. ; )

(pic by me: teda gmbr me with bf sa mamam d sini..next time will do update here.. ^^)

so..inilah sebab2 knapa OLDTOWN 1BORNEO adalah fave tpt sa utk p cari mamam.. ^^

rindunya ne lama suda x p sejak bz exam dulu smpai skrg..dkt2 2bulan suda..huhuhu~

eh..dblang a photo pla kan...haha..tepa..sa kc bonus2 la bru kmu x boring btul membaca...hihi~

bah..mcm selesai suda ba ne kan challenge day 10 ne?

CHALLENGE DAY 10 - DONE!!

so..this is my favorite place to eat..how abt u? =)

dear all my readers n followers..

2011-06-09T06:09:00.000-07:00

hi guys..just a little post here..

mo minta opinion korg...

apa pendapat anda tentang perkhawinan antara saudara?

what i mean is marriage btwn saudara yg start from 2nd cousin n above..

tq in advance.. =)

30Days Challenge - Day 9

2011-06-08T18:33:00.000-07:00

Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.

erm...brg yg baru sa beli is~

6 keronsang a.k.a brooch..kmu taw ka apa 2?

keronsang is the one yg org slalu guna utk pin leher baju kurung, tudung or saja simpan d baju sebagai perhiasan..

so, i bought them bcoz prktikal kena pakai baju kurung..b4 this pna jg ada keronsang but x taw p mana suda smua bcoz blieve it or not..sgt2 lama suda x pkai bju kurung (nasib masi muat la...hahaha)

soooo~ ne la gmbr dia kunun...

murah ja..x mahal..RM5 for 6bijik...

beli d Wisma MUIS..(tpt sa prktikal terletak d bgunan 2..)

i choose 6 diff colour..green,pink,purple,yellow,blue n red..

well..from the pic, ble taw la kan..

im a big fans of butterfly n flowers...eventhough ada sasat 1 ekor pepatung sana..but nvm..i like it.. ^^

so...mcm selesai uda kan challenge day 9 ne?

CHALLENGE DAY 9 - DONE!!

so..this is the item i last purchased..how abt u? ^^

photoshop!! ^^

2011-06-07T20:18:00.000-07:00

kalo boring2..ini la krja sa...mengedit gmbr..sa suka bt yg effect2 pya rather than kc halus2 muka...muahaha...mmg agak noobs krja2 sa sap sa bukan pndai btul mo guna photoshop ne..haha..ne la hasil2 dia kunun...

a pic of me..

ne tajuk dia Heaven n Hell..

x brapa lawa sap mcm mls2 sa tme buat ne..hihihi...

(pic by ClarenceXavier Lim - he is my uncle..^^ do visit his blog here..)

ne gmbr yg sama dgn yg d atas 2..

cuma diff effect..

title:dark grunge (melalut ja sa ne.. =.=')

(pic by ClarenceXavier Lim - he is my uncle..^^ do visit his blog here..)

n this one..i call it the katana hero..

(pic by ClarenceXavier Lim - he is my uncle..^^ do visit his blog here..)

n yg paling last ne..krja sa yg paling baru..haha..

title: 4 element

ada cacat sket tp sa malas suda mo ubah..huhuhu~

well..kalo sa boring2 ne..naaaa...ini la kerja sa..biarpun x cntik..tp syok sap sambil buat ne, sa blajar benda baru abt photoshop.. ^^

more can be seen dlm fb sa (yg xda add sa x dpt tgk aa..sory.. ^^)

n byk lagi yg sa blm uplod..uhuk3~

skrg sdg cari idea baru utk bt photoshop..any idea? ^^

30Days Challenge - Day 8

2011-06-07T18:55:00.000-07:00

Day 8 – A song to match your mood.

like now?erm..my mood now :boring+hungryyyyyyy~ which kalo gabung jadi...malas mo bt pa2...ahahaha~ knapa? time2 prktikal ne sgt2 boring..sni la..yup, no new coming project, so kmi cuma bt task2 kecil ja..yg ble siap dlm beberapa minit ja..kami lebih byk dduk, men game, on9 n tgk movie...masing2 bt hal sdiri...haha..pa ble bt..teda krja kna bagi...mo cari krja pun pa mcm jg kan..mo tggu supervisor bagi jg ne...

bila ckp malas...rasa2 kmu buli agak suda lagu apa kan?yeah..of course..

BRUNO MARS - THE LAZY SONG

bila dgr lagu ne...sa trus btambah..betambah..n betambah malas...ahahaha~

ba..mcm slesai uda ne day 8 kan?

CHALLENGE DAY 8 - DONE!!

so..this is the song to match my mood now..how abt u? ^^

30Days Challenge - Day 7

2011-06-07T00:08:00.000-07:00

1st of all...sorry coz lama x update..huhu..not in the mood+line x laju+bz with..yeah..academic stuffs.. =.='

so, continue with my challenge here (mc valid ba kan..ahahaha~)

Day 7 – Your dream wedding.

(all images are from google..n credits to Top Model Floral..to those yg mo kawin bole tgk website ne..ble dpt idea utk mencapai dream wedding... ^^)

so..i'm going to talk about my dream wedding dlm post ne..talk about dream wedding..yeah, x la sehebat wedding Prince William + Duchess Kate Middleton..but it is my dream to have a GARDEN THEME wedding..silly right..in Malaysia?with its very hot weather?hahaha...but ne post ckp my dream wedding ba...x kira tpt punya...hahaha...

so..1stly..yg paling penting..of course my dream wedding ini adalah with org yg betul2 sa luv..yala..xkan la mo kawin yg ko x luv kan...

then..the reception..ya of course..d church..surrounded with white+yellow or red+white flowers..with our family..im wearing my white gown and he looks great in his suit.. (yeah..silly i know..but this is my dream..go away negative thoughts.. XD) owh..one more thing..i wish to do my own make-up n hair..wish ja la..kalo x masa tpaksa kadai la..hohoho..

well..lebih kurg gni la bunga2an dia..kaaagia~ i luv white lilies, sunflowers n dark red roses..tp sa x jmpa gmbr bouquet cntik yg ada sunflower.. =.='

after reception..mcm besa la..smbung lg d rumah..warna tema?yellow+white or red+white.....and yeah..of course..

ARAMAITI la kan..haha...

with all the tagungss n the music..

dancing & singing..hopefully band cousin2 sa mc aktif tme 2..i want them for my wedding...BAND KIMARA!! ^^

cake cutting - actually, i want lots of cupcakes as our wedding cake..and i wish to bake it myself..tp bf sa kc ktawa ne..mustahil sempat dblang..ya ka?

gmbar2..EATING (kena kc huruf besar kunun ne)

not to forget all the families, friends, relatives, org2 kg..

mesti kamu wonder kan..mana GARDEN THEME dia ne..teda pun dia sebut..hahaa...lek kamu...

bcoz GARDEN THEME ne..dibuat pd sblh malam... ^^ naaa...x suda panas kan..nyamuk?smua org sedia mosquito repellent masing2..huahuahua~

(lbih kurang mcm ne la..tp setting dia mcm yg gmbr d bwh ne..ada seat utk family n frens..)

sblh mlm ne la we share the moment yg d church td..where we say each others punya vow (yg x skema punya..spontan dari hati)..infront of families n friends so that they know how much we love each other.. ^^

actually kan..dream wedding ne..for me its not important la tercapai ka x..as long as u marry with the one u love the most, kawin sain pas2 balik rumah mkn megi ja pun perfect wedding suda 2..hahaha...kidding!

as long as u marry with the one u love the most, kmu akan rasa everything infront of u adalah dream yg kamu btul2 mo capai selama ne... ^^

bah..mcm selesai uda ne day 7...

CHALLENGE DAY 7 - DONE!!!

this is what my dream wedding looks like...how about u? ^^

quick update!!!

2011-05-02T11:08:00.000-07:00

hi all...sory la..lama x post entry baru..been busy with my final year project and exam..huhu..i promise sa akan kembali aktif selepas semuanya selesai...so hrp2...smuanya ok la kan...and the challenge is still on jg 2...
well everyone...wish me luck for my exam...i got 2 more papers ne..hehe~

i mish u all!! =)

30Days Challenge - Day 6

2011-03-21T23:04:00.000-07:00

Day 6 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.

Ok first thing first..sory guys sebab lama sgt menyepi..huhuhu..this is wat happen bila tiba masanya mo hntr projek...everything OFF sekejap..haha..so, this challenge continue again..well..well...well...an animal i would love to keep as a pet?here it is~

A..........RABBIT!!!HAHAHA~

I actually already piara ne binatang (hntam la 2 tajuk kan)..back at home i got 4 rabbits..and this pic is actually my real pet..but this one pass away suda sap time dia kicik2 masi, mum dia tetindih dia..huhu..ow-yeah, we miss u so much!!! T_T

So...why i love them..becoz...THEY ARE SO PLUFFY!!! (agnes despicable me version)

hehe~ lama suda piara ne binatang..since my sister praktikal veterinar d Bentayan..dia balik bawa anak rabbit..hehe..so cute!!but sadly..beberapa bulan pas2 mati la pla rabbit 2...pas2 laaama x piara rabbit..my sister beli lg..this time rabbit 2 hidup sampai beranak pinak sana...anak2 dia smua org ambl la sap dui tlmpau byk susah jg...hehe~

Rabbits are cute, jinak n PLUFFY!! (omg~ itsh sho phluffy..im gonnya dieyyy!!!) hehe~

thats why i would LOVE to keep them as my pet.. ^^

Jd..mcm siap suda challenge day-6 ne kan?

CHALLENGE DAY 6..DONE!!!! XD

So..this is the pic of an animal which i would love to keep as pet...how abt u?

c ya on the next post.. =)

30Days Challenge - Day 5

2011-03-21T05:45:00.000-07:00

Day 5 – A photo of yourself two years ago

cabaran 30days diteruskan..hehe..

ok..ne la gmbr sa 2tahun lalu..tahun 2009..ada date lg sana gmbr 2...hohoo..

time ne sa masih lg dlm tahun pertama d UMS..and time gmbr ne diambil, sa d dlm lab fizik..sedang bermain2 dgn oscilloscope..main wire2 dia la kunun...teringat pla ne time 1st yr dlu..yala..time muda2 la katakan..hahaha..asal masuk lab, main dgn brg2 elektronik...huiyo...~

so, bgini la muka muda sa time 2 thun yg lalu.. (ceh)

jd..mcm siap suda la kan challenge hari kelima ne?

CHALLENGE DAY 5 - DONE!!! XD

this is how i look two years ago..how about u? ^^

tida dpt buat challenge day 5~

2011-03-17T09:31:00.000-07:00

oleh sebab sa d kg skrg..sa dgn sedihnya mengumumkan (ceh) bahawa sa x dpt publish day 5 pya challenge..reason?line slow..sa x dpt uplod gmbr sap the next challenge supposed 2 be a pic of me 2 yrs ago...so...sa akan teruskan lpas balik dri kg nnt k.. ^^

30Days Challenge - Day 4

2011-03-16T04:32:00.000-07:00

Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friends

sa tukar p frens la kio...sap best fren sa byk ba..hehe..but antara gmbr2 dorg smua...ne yg paaaaaling sa suka~

this is the pic of me n my best buddies, umar n dette..ada sorg lagi, sahril..dia ambl gmbr ne so dia xda dlm gmbr...gmbr ne diambil bdekatan dgn SST, UMS..sahril snap gmbr ne begini ada tujuan sbnrnya...dia kaki mengedit gmbr..dia edit gmbr ne ada ultraman sdg blawan sama raksasa d blakang dkt tower 2...haha..tp sa teda simpan gambar 2...hehehe..

kami 4 org sgt rapat since 1st yr lagi..i dont remember...2nd week kami d UMS kali 2 kami start ber-geng...me, dette n sahril are from sabah while umar from selangor..ramai org igt kami ne kapel (2 llaki 2 pmpuan kan)..agak lucu ya...x ble meh guys n girls jd best fren?ramai org ckp its impossible, but we ok ja pun..haha..kalo ada org ckp kami kapel2, kmi juz ktawa ja...people..always judge by what their eyes saw...

we do a lots of things sama2...study, jalan2, tgk wayang..

there was a time...tme 2 sa saaaaangat patah hati..baru break dgn bf sa (see my 1st post kalo mo taw knapa)..dorg sanggup kc teman sa 1 day..p kk n try to cheer me up...(owh..my eyes strt mo beair suda owh..huhuhu)...dorg juga la kasi sa semangat utk terus tabahkan hati...

tq guys..i luv u all!!!!

skrg kami smua jrg suda jalan sama2..masing2 sibuk dgn projek tahun akhir..sibuk mengurus praktikal...walaupun bgitu, kmi sentiasa jg bckp2 dlm klas..but seriously..

I MISS THE TIME WE ALL SPENT TOGETHER...

semester ne adalah semester terakhir kami d UMS..lpas ne..i dont know bila lg dpt jumpa..

dear dette, sahril n umar..tq for being my best frens all these years, tq for all the memories we shared, tq for all the supports...hopefully, kita akan jadi best frens smpai bila2...i will never forget u all.. (owh God..im tearing now...hahahahaa....adoi)

ok jan sedih2 lagi..bah, thats about my favorite photo of my best frens and stories of them..

jd...mcm siap suda la kan challenge hari ke4 ne?

CHALLENGE DAY 4 - DONE!!! XD

that is my favorite photo of my best frens...how about yours? ^^

30Days Challenge - Day 3

2011-03-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date

wow..ok...hehehe..1st of all, sa rasa la kan..takrifan "perfect first date" ini bergantung pada individu jg la...contohnya..kalo orgnya formal, perfect 1st date maybe dlm keadaan yg agak formal..u know, the place..the details...kalo orgnya nerd, perfect 1st date maybe dduk d lbry baca buku dgn date dia...hahaha..no offense ya...hihi..

for me, im like casual punya org..i like jalan2 a lot, makan2 and u know..stuff yg me n my fren slalu buat..except this one u are on 1st date with sumone..

my idea?

1st - go makan somewhere...dont mind d mana, gerai2 pun bole..ko pikir makanan gerai2 x sedap ka...hehehe...time makan 2, talk about each other..kenal la hati budi masing2..cewahhhh~

2nd - after makan, go jalan2 somewhere utk kc turun2 makanan..go see interesting places yg dekat2..if not, just jalan2 window shopping la...hehehe...

3rd - i am kinda kaki wayang, so definitely go watch movie..smbil pilih2 movie apa mo tgk, pastinya each other akan tahu wayang jenis apa yg disukai..kan?nah, another step mengenal diri masing2..kalo kaki game..go men game sepuas ati..kalo kaki photograph, go somewhere nice and capture the best moment there..mcm sa ckp td..it depend pada individu..

4th - after wayang, go somewhere (better a bit romantic)..like tepi pantai ka...duduk there, minum2 and cerita2..tgk matahari terbenam ka...

5th - after minum2 d tepi pantai, go eat dinner somewhere yg nice, cantik..x semestinya mahal la..pilihan utama sa Old Town or Secret Recipe..

6th - after dinner, go jalan2 again..menikmati pandangan malam d taman2 ka..but hey, jgn buat lebih2 k...jalan2 ja taw...

7th - time to go home..hntar ur date dpn rumah dia..n say something nice..like "tq for today"..u know wat..girls like that..haha..then maybe could ask jg if ada 2nd date ka...hehe..owh ada lagi..would be nice if guys give girls gift like bunga or apa2 ja la benda..bukan apa, so as the girl akan ingat that 1st date...gambar bersama pun ble..tp kalo sa..teda pa2 pun im cool juga.. ^^

NO..IM JUST KIDDING!! XD

pakaian:

girls - wear something nice, not too sexy, put on natural makeup, make sure your hair is kemas..

guys - also wear something nice, keep ur hair kemas (x kira panjang ka x)

attitude:

girls - not too manja..keep it sederhana, jgn lokek senyuman, paling penting jgn paksa llaki bayar smua for that day..

guys - keep it cool, jgn kuntrul ensem, jgn lokek senyum..

both: the most important is..be a good listener, be open minded n biar sederhana ja smua.. ^^

my idea is low class?haha..paduli la kmu mo ckp apa..kalo sa anggap ini la yg perfect..each individu ada pandangan tersendiri terhadap "perfect"..

make sure each of u having fun n feel happy all day long..that is the most important key for "perfect 1st date"..

1st date sa dgn my bf lbih kurang mcm ne la..tp with our frens..i still consider it as perfect bcoz we all so happy that time..n he show me how much he really care about me.. ^^

jd mcm siap suda challenge hari ketiga ne kan?

CHALLENGE DAY 3 - DONE!!! XD

This is my idea of perfect 1st date...how about urs? ^^

p/s:all pics are from Google.

30Days Challenge - Day 2

2011-03-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

Day 2 – A photo of something you ate today.

haha..i like this..FOOD.. XD

Ok, today class start jam 10am..until 12++pm like that..after beramah mesra (hahaa) dgn coursemate, me n my frens p 1B (lagiiii.. =.=') utk p makan...kami p makan nasi campur ekonomi d sebuah restoran bernama My Kitchen..so..this is a photo of what i ate for lunch..

Nasi + Sayur Bayam + Sweet Sour Fish + Teh O Ping

RM 5.50

Murah kan?Sedap lagi 2...hehehe...

Actually, my fren dette bawa p makan pizza..but im craving for sayur ijau sooooo much that time..so p la makan d sana...huhu..lately, sa teringat mo makan sayur ja owh..i dont know why...tp tepa..sihat ba kan 2...hehehe...

So after lunch, p la kunun kami limpas2 sana tngah2 1B yg ada jual buku 2...n sa ter-beli satu novel..thriller sa rasa...tp blm lg sa strt baca ne skrg...blm ada mood...

Jadi..mcm siap suda kan challenge hari kedua ne?

CHALLENGE DAY 2 - DONE!!! XD

This is what i ate today..how about urs? ^^

30Days Challenge - Day 1

2011-03-13T06:23:00.000-07:00

Day 1 – A photo of yourself and a description of how your day was.

Miahahahaha...sa accept ne challenge!!

OK..How my day was?

I woke up at 9am in the morning..bgun lewat sket sap yala...cuti kan...then go 2 1Borneo with my best buddy, Dette..i arrived at 1B around 10.45am like that n we met at The Times..may i tell u that i lurvvvvvveeee book so much?hahaha..tgn sa gatal2 p mencari buku resipi Dim Sum n Cupcake..tp apa yg sa dpt?kekeciwaan sap puuunya mahal ba pla kan...hahaha..tia jd beli.. =.='

after that, we go eat at Old Town..which is my favret place to eat..hehe..

I order Hainan Fish and Rice (kalo x silap la nama dia 2) + Cold Hazelnut Coffee...dei mc batuk2 ba tp jajal jg ne p minum sajuk...wakakaka...we sit there about 1hour jg la...sap apa?jan x pecaya..kami buat kerja sikul d sana...hahaha...maka berbuka la buku Optoelektronik n Tutorial...maka dikeluarkan la pen, liquid paper n kalkulator...hahaha..paduli la apa org mo ckp...kami bayar tax n service charge ba...mahal lg 2...hahahahaaha....

then we go jalan2..looking for accesories mo pakai dinner course kami nnt..sa beli belt n leggings wna itam...terbang lg duit...suda beli2, p la pula duduk2 sana Cool City..minum2 n makan waffle...

after that, kami trun p bawah..saaaana Pikom Pc-Fair..niat d hati mo cari earphone baru...earphone lama sa suda pekak sebelah..punyaaaaa la sesak...ramai btl org..lagi2 last day ne byk diskaun kan..hoho...jalan2 punya jalan2..tiba2 terpandang 1 earphone yg menarik hatiku...earphone AVF..sememangnya favret brand sa kalo beli earphone or headphone...cek2 feature dia..cek2 harga..trus sa beli..terbang lagi RM25..

oleh sebab takut terbeli benda2 lain lagi (hahahaa)..kami pun balik la..naik mini bus dri 1B..n sa brenti d UA2,tpt tinggal sa...owh leganyaaaaa bila suda sampai d rumah...selamat jg wallet dari menjadi bertambah nipis..hehe...balik2 ja trus sa try earphone baru..puas ati..sound dia juz like i want..i luv AVF so much!! XD

after that, sa on9 and menulis d blog ne..its the post about basic photography composition rule..sharing is caring..hehehe...

my day today akan end kjap lg..which is end bila sa tdur la kunun..2mrw adalah hari yg lain suda..so, overall...my day is juz fine..happy sap dah jumpa brg yg ingin dibeli...n sedih sap wallet mo surut suda...hahaha...

N bagi melengkapkan challenge hari pertama ne...ini gambar sa...time d Old Town..tgh buat tutorial Optoelektronik...hahaha...

CHALLENGE DAY 1 - DONE!!! XD

this is how my day was...how about urs? ^^

basic photography composition rule

2011-03-13T00:37:00.000-08:00

sa bukan la terrer sgt..juz mo share sikit2 pengetahuan sini kio...hehehe...

so, paaaling basic pasal photography adalah composition gambar..bcoz ne x perlukan apa2 gadget yg spesific..paling basic, tp sebenarnya agak susah jg mo faham...mo byk practice bru dpt tangkap...

composition adalah kunci paling utama dlm good photo..ble la dikatakan composition ne adalah cara kita mnyusun element/subjek utama d dlm gambar..

rule2 yg jd guide dlm penentuan composition adalah berdasarkan kajian terhadap pandangan mata manusia iaitu d mana mata manusia selalu focus bila tgk gmbr...strongest point adalah point2 d mana mata manusia lebih tertarik time tgk gmbr...jd, subjek/element utama harusnya berada pada point2 yg kuat itu..bru gmbr nmpak lebih WOW and WEWWIT~ hehe..

owh..fun fact...composition sebenarnya ada rumus/formula matematik..but dei..xkan la mo kira dlu sblm shoot kan..hehe...nasib baik laaaa smua composition ada guide suda, iaitu grid line...

p/s: all images are from Google Image.

ok, Basic 1st adalah "Rule Of Third"..pa mcam ya?bgini...

imagine la...skrin cmera dibahagikan dalam 6 petak mcm ne...

p/s:imagine saja..jan kmu p garis skrin camera kmu...hehehe...

lpas bahagi 2...detect mana position yg sesuai,yg paling power...ne perlukan byk2 kali shoot...

rule dia gni...

1. kalo subjek adalah alone, point paling kuat adalah garis menegak sebelah kiri...

but,ada pengecualian jika subjek dibaca dari kanan ke kiri..contohnya mcm ne...

subjek mengarah ke sebelah kiri...so,posisi subjek adalah pada garis menegak sebelah kanan..

2. kalo subjek adalah banyak/not alone, point paling kuat adalah pada garis menegak sebelah kanan, point persilangan yg kedua...manakala yg paling lemah adalah pada garis menegak sebelah kiri, point persilangan yg pertama..

(credits to www.kidchan.com)

foreground pla mesti lebih besar dripada background...

n position yg paling bagus adalah background sebelah kiri n foreground sebelah kanan..

3. kalo dlm single potret, mata sebaik2nya berada pada garis melintang pertama (atas)..kalo dlm potret byk2, folo rule no.2...

4. kalo dlm landscape, ikut gmbr yg kita mo shoot la..if kita mo focus land/water, garis horizon adalah pada garis melintang yg pertama...

kalo focus adalah langit, garis horizon adalah pada garis melintang yg kedua..

General Rule: subjek harus diletak pada garis yang bertentangan dgn arah pandangan subjek..contohnya, kalo dia tgk kanan, letak dia d garis kiri...kalo dia tgk kiri, letak dia d garis kanan..

Basic 2nd adalah "Golden Section" + " Golden Spiral"..tp yg ne siou la sa dpt explain sikit2 ja sap sa pun bulum paham yg ne...wakakaka...

yg ne lebih kurang sama jg dgn "Rule of Third"..tp kotak2 dia ada lain sikit...mcm ne...

p/s:siou kici ja gmbr sap sa x jumpa yg basal...hehe..

point di mana gari2 bersilang adalah golden point bagi gambar...yg spiral 2..berfungsi lead mata kepada subjek...

Basic 3rd adalah "Diagonal Rule"..pun men garis2 juga..cara dia..bahagi gambar kepada dua section then each half kc bahagi tiga..mcm ne...

owh jgn pening dulu...sebelah kiri adalah diagonal yg menyerong p kiri, manakala yg kanan 2 adalah diagonal menyerong p kanan..hehe...

menurut rule ne..element penting harus berada di dlm line ne...element yg dlm keadaan linear pla..mcm jalan raya ka..sungai ka...pagar2 ka...better kc place dlm posisi diagonally spaya gmbr nmpak lebih dynamic/bertenaga urg kita bilang..hehe..

Basic 4th.."Golden Triangle"...pkai garis2 jg tp mcm ne..

so cara pakai dia...roughly place 3 subject yg dianggarkan sama saiz dgn 3 part ne...

So,thats all la yg sa mo share sini...ne ja la yg paling basic sa rasa...byk lg ne tp yg ne la yg paling senang kiranya...sa x terrer dlm photography..sa pun bru mula2 blajar...so kalo ada yg salah sini kmu kc betul la aa...hehe..n kalo ada mo tmbh, pls do share d sini..

N contoh2 yg sa bg maybe x brapa bgus...sap kmu taw jg kan d Google ne limited gmbr yg bgus...huhuhu...

N lg...kalo sa salah bg example..kmu kestaw aa... ^^

Bila suda terrer dlm composition, JGN TAKUT UTK SOMETIMES BREAK THE RULE...

its like mengetahui hukum graviti sebelum berjalan atau melangkah dan melawannya...

heehehehe...ba...itu ja la kio...siou kalu boring kmu baca ne..

new challenge is up..weeee~ XD

2011-03-12T05:48:00.000-08:00

teringat pla beberapa bulan yg lalu..time cuti2 dlu..jalan2 d blog seorg follower..lupa suda mana 1..baca2 blog dia tiba2 tertarik dgn challenge yg dia tujukan pada readers dia..wah..sound interesting..but tme 2 blm dpat buat bcoz line sooooo slow...so i juz copy paste challenge dia...to that follower, please credit urself kio d sini..sory, lupa suda yg mana 1..lupa save link dia..huhuhu...sory byk2..

sooo...this is it!!

30 days Challenge!!

Day 1 – A photo of yourself and a description of how your day was.

Day 2 – A photo of something you ate today.

Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.

Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.

Day 5 – A photo of yourself two years ago.

Day 6 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.

Day 7 – Your dream wedding.

Day 8 – A song to match your mood.

Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.

Day 10 – A photo of our favorite place to eat.

Day 11 – What’s in your makeup bag?

Day 12 – A photograph of the town you live in.

Day 13 – Your favorite musician and why?

Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.

Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.

Day 16 – Your celebrity crush.

Day 17 – A photo of you and your family.

Day 18 – Something you crave a lot.

Day 19 – Another picture of yourself.

Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.

Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.

Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

Day 23 – 15 facts about you.

Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.

Day 25 – What’s in your purse?

Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you’ve been to.

Day 27 – A picture of you last year and now and how have you changed since then?

Day 28 – Your favorite movie.

Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.

Day 30 – A photograph of youself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

So..mine will start when I post sumthing entitled 30 days Challenge - Day 1; (title) ^^

woah..cant wait to start this.. ^^

soo..who will i tag? YOU!!!the one who read this!!hehe...

imagesource:google

p/s:older post sa blg ada projek time cuti..sumthing called "5things that.."...

maybe i'm gonna keep that for later..ble ba kan..hehe...

untitled.

2011-03-11T06:42:00.000-08:00

tajuk post is untitled...coz x taw mo kc tajuk pa..hurrmmm...~

today pegi menguruskan hal praktikal d Jabatan Tanah & Ukur..lokasi dia d Wisma Tanah & Ukur,dkt2 dgn bgunan QEH..oleh sebab ofis SST UMS salah type nama course kami sebelum ini, maka application letter kmi ditolak mentah2 oleh jabatan ne...maka dgn hati yg ada panas sikit2..kami memutuskan utk menghantar surat sendiri (the correct one) trus p pengarah..dgn harapan permohonan kami dipertimbangkan...(puas ati...) ble2 kan ofis salah type nama course...dah brapa lama kerja SST UMS syg?sehari dua?terang2 dah kod n nama program dlm portal n resume...ble salah juga?hmmm~ ntah la kamu...

balik dri hntr surat, me n my frens p 1B..niat d hati mo tgk Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa (buat kali kedua)..hahaha...pas2 do a bit shopping sket...then tiba2 terdengar 1 berita dri fren of a fren...about tsunami yg melanda Japan n Malaysia turut trima warning..especially Sabah n Labuan...actually cuma warning angin kuat n laut bergelora ja...warning tsunami tiada kna isu..but its not wrong jg kalo mo susah hati kan?huhu...PRAYERS FOR JAPAN..

a bit risau..a bit takut...bukan apa..this is nature..so, we dont know how nature act..

baby (bf sa) said its very teruk there..they saw it d internet...

i said Malaysia got warning too..especially Sabah n Labuan...

then suddenly i ask forgiveness from him if i ever did anything wrong to him..

he pissed off. XD

anu baaa...bukan sgja sa kc mrh dia...benda 2 dah kuar gtu ja..spill from my mouth (in this case, my finger bcoz we texting only)..guess im a bit afraid...(feel like someone sonsod me)

ok. A LOT.

but whatever we feel now, once again, PRAYERS FOR JAPAN...

JAPAN..U CAN DO IT.

p/s: a bit info..

photography

2011-03-10T08:06:00.000-08:00

yeah..i am a fans.. XD

i wanted to learn the art of photography like soooo bad, but i am a student..i cant afford that cool DSLR...sadly to say...but somehow, i find out a quote while jalan2 d blog pro-photographer..

"90% camera, 10% skill.."

maksud?it doesnt matter ko guna apa2 camera pun..kalo skill@talent shoot gmbr 2 ada...gmbr tetap nmpak WOW..hehe..

so..i buy myself a Sony DSC-T99..camera digital biasa ja...n start belajar basic rule about photography..hurmm...rasa2 blajar photography mmg agak susah jg la..lebih susah dri fizik ne..hahaha..i start learning about apa itu composition..exposure triangle..byk lagi la...every gmbr yg suda shoot,i ask my cousin which is kiranya pro-photographer suda..n he helps a lot jg la bg comment sama gmbr2 sa...hehe...so here is my photo..gni la kalo org bru mula2 blajar aa...gmbr smua x ngam composition ne... XD

photographer advice: if only one strawberry, focus on it only. if there are many, capture them all, :)

photographer advice: if the subject is doing something, focus on it without distraction from background, :) (here is the edited version)

photographer advice: overall, a nice shot but closer to the objects would be nice. Edited version, :)

photographer advice: too middle. either step back to get more background or step closer to get more body. body shots are usually half body and not half leg, :)

ow..the cupcake is juz for fun...its my current obsession now...hahaha...

some people ckp, skill ada suda..tinggal mo kc kmbang2 lg..rajin2 practice...

mslahnya, right now bz pla ne dgn projek thun akhir...huaaa...lama suda camera sa x exercise...huhuhu....tiapa la...sabar2 ko aaa camera.. XD

yg lucunya...bila org nmpak gmbr ne..dorg akan tya...ko guna DSLR brand apa?siap tya guna lens apa lg ne...hahaha..sedangkan sa cuma guna digital camera ja...

bila sa bgtaw sa cuma guna digital camera besa ja..dorg a bit suprise..i dnt know why...

what do u think?gadget mc no 1 ka? XD

AI 10

2011-02-18T23:36:00.002-08:00

31 January 2010, 1.30pm.

Im sitting at home, watching AI 10 after having my lunch. .Alone.. Hahaha..

Its season 10 now and ive been watching this reality show quite a lot(but miss some episodes bcoz most of the time Im not at home..i live with my aunty-who doesn’t watch this thing, school and lots of school work to do, matriculation-we don’t have tv at our hostel room..have to go to café to watch tv where most of people don’t watch AI but sibuk dgn other reality show-which Im not into it, ums hostel-same story with matriculation) but I guess I can name some of the winner..only I don’t remember what season they in…Kelly Clarkson, Carrie Underwood, David Cook, Lee Dewyze, Fantasia Barrino (did I spell it right..hehe)…well,im not quite a follower but I prefer this more than other reality show…no offense..

I love to watch the audition for fun..quite funny..hahaha…well im not a good singer (tp boleh2 jg la skit..hahaha)..but yeah its quite funny when some of them are trying really hard showing their talent in ‘menyumbangkan lagu’…ada la juga yg marah2 ne sap judges say NO to them…adui..suda la x pndai mnyanyi ne pas2 x lg mo trima hakikat yg dorg mnyanyi 2 smpailaaaaa mata Steve Tyler mo juling dgr dorg….juz now ada la ne peserta pmpuan..she sing like..omg,ujan lebat..and when d judges say no she said “half of people out there cant sing better than me”..well,that’s what the AUDITION are for!!TO BUANG OUT THE HALF..and yes..U TOO!i mean…wtf?

But seriously..after serious tapis2 and the whole competition..suara dorg sgt2 power..even in live…(ada jg la sorg dua yg teruk-but overall, TALENTED)..and I am soooo amazed when they perform..

Im not a FANS of AI..even if the show bukan AI but got REAL TALENT in it..i will be amazed…

Im a FANS of REAL TALENT..i am indeed an art person..

Cant wait who will be the next REAL TALENT..muahahaha…

UPDATE:time sa tulis ne AI bru audition..skrg ne masuk..like p top 100 suda...omg...cant watch it..here is the latest update yg sa taw...

OWH NO~~~

2011-02-12T20:44:00.000-08:00

Owh no...sudah lama x update blog..bukan apa..line sa slalu~~~~ slow ne..maybe line bb celcom x bgus suda d bilik sa...huhuhu...ne pun update d cc ja...

smua2 followers...readers...wsb..

sory aa...i promise sa akan berusaha sedaya upaya menguplod smua offline blogging sa...

huhuhuhu...

sbr2 ja dlu k...

buat yg bru follow s...TQ so much..nnt sa akan follow kmu balik...

but utk sementara waktu, blog ne akan kurg di update...huhuhu...

harap smua bersabar k...

miss u all!!

The Dedel's Adventure

2011-01-13T04:40:00.000-08:00

as i said b4..we planned a very exciting adventure for the budak kici, dedel..na kmu tingu la betapa excitednya budak ini kna bwa jalan2 d beach n p ranau.. ^^

On 23^rd Dec 2010, we went to Digot Beach. Tujuan? pa lg..bawa c dedel p merasa air laut la. Hahaha…Bertolak dri rumah jam9 am..perjalanan ada la dlm 10mins gtu..yup..dekat ja with my home..Sampai sana..i don’t know why this budak kici is always excited..haha..dia tgk keliling and bunyi2 (kmurang taw jg kan pa mcm baby yg blm pandai bckp)..laugh a lot n tidaaaak pndai brenti senyum..sng ati ba dia kna bwa jalan..hahaha…so..ne la gmbr2 tme d Digot beach..

(see the budak kici very excited bila kaki dia touch air laut..mimang dia 1 urg ja basah hri 2…)

Nda cukup with the beach, on 27^th Dec 2010, kmi p lg d Ranau..niat d hati mo p Poring, Luanti, Desa Farm and Mesilau..hehe..

Enough talking (typing) and let these pics tell u the story.. ^^

Breakfast at Pekan Nabalu..

Me n Dedel d Poring..gmbr blur sap dia x pndai duduk diam mo main air... =.='

Photo of the day..my bro with dedel.. ^^

N gmbr2 d desa Dairy Farm, Mesilau...

Fun eh?go visit these places with family...i tell u..sure fun.. ^^

FormspringMe~!!

2011-01-10T03:58:00.000-08:00

hi all..so, sa bru pasang 1 application dlm blog sa..nama app itu Formspring..where application ne kmu ble type apa2 ja soalan or apa2 ja la..so,if sa reply kmu, my answer akan sa share d blog as a post (auto)..so..enjoy asking me some Qs..its simple...u can ask me anything!! ^^

pa mcm?d sebelah kanan blog sa ada 1 kotak hijau bwh shoutbox..type la apa2 ja soalan kmu d sana n tekan send..

p/s: only jwpn terpilih ja la kio..kalo soalan agak sensitif, sa x share d blog..n kmu kna tgk d page sa sini.

buat masa ne, blm dapat update sgt blog..so b patient ka?

luv ya'll.. ^^

During the Holiday (Part 2)

2011-01-08T06:21:00.000-08:00

so..ne part 2 cerita time cuti sa..still, tme ne sa buat off9 blogging..bru skrg dpt publish...hehe..enjoy~

24^th December 2010. 7.55 pm.

Its Christmas Eve. Sadly, I cant go 2 church because the mass only held at KB, which is far from my homey and I hv no transport 2 go there. Lama uda x p sbyng mlm Christmas since Fr Marcell pindah dri KB. I don’t know why since dia pindah trus smua event2 mesti d st.edmund. ksian yg tua2 x dpt p sbyg if ada sbyg new year, kaamatan, paska, mlm Christmas and so on. Thinking abt going to st.james at tenghilan with my syg but he cant fetch me too bcoz he don’t have transport to fetch me. Eh?my syg?hahaha..

Yup. He is here. YAY!!!

He surprise me when he suddenly balik sabah on 22^nd Dec. so notty!mula2 he act like nothing. I ask the nite b4 did he work 2mrw. He said he cuti. I said ok. Then the next morning, I ask him what he is doing. He said he play dota. Still x curiga bcoz dota is main activity dia if cuti. Then that petang he ask for my permission to off his hp. When I ask him why he said “ada la 2..trust me k..result mesti cyg happy ne” teda fikir apa2 I said ok. Mula2 tfikir jg maybe dia balik, but fikir2 balik mcm x mungkin jg sap ya I know tiket mahal kan skrg. He off hp for almost 2++ hours. Then suddenly he text me. i almost cry happily when I read his text “im at kk now cyg..haha..2 la off hp dua jam 2..uda ckp kan cyg mesti happy result dia..2 la..suprise..” cis.he really know how to make me happy.hehe. I luv him so much! Best surprise I ever get. Hehehe..tq Lord bcoz kc kabul doa sa spya dia dpt balik celebrate Christmas with his family. ^_^

Its Christmas Day 2mrw. It’s the end of our penantian (advent). The Lord is coming to us. Be blessed. Be cheerful. Its Christmas Day. ^^

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25^th December 2010. 11.46pm.

Hey2..its Christmas Day!hehe..i write this almost mo abis suda 25^th Dec tp mc ble ba 2 kan…hehe..so, today bgun jam 8am (mum kc bgun sa pakai c dedel..pagi2 suda “ayiiiiiiii” pggl sa..atuiii~)..chrch strt at 11am tp oleh sbab ne time Xmas..ramai org d chrch..jd mesti jalan awal..

Today, im wearing turquoise blouse with a pair of blue jeans to church..dont know why but warna tema sa for Xmas n New yr is green of sumthing yg dekat2 wna gtu la…hahaha…kakak n dedel also wear green..wrna tema kunun..so funny..today jg is the 1^st day dedel going to church (she is little-8months-cute-jajal-baby)..i don’t know how to explain but she seems really excited!hahaha..smpai church dia tgk smua keliling…15mins later, she fell asleep..haha…ne gmbr c budak excited 2...

After church, we straight back went home becoz we have makan2 at kg mummy sa..its a quadruple celebration..Christmas Day, Celebrating mummy, aunt hailind and aunt nuriah’s GOLDEN JUBILEE, Celebrating cousin budek, kitut n abby’s PMR result and also farewell party for cousin anell becoz he will continue study at uitm perak..so much to celebrate huh..its a very big and happy family though!! ^^

Arrive there at 6+ pm..and meet cousin dolly with her big2 tummy..watch out, new anak buah on the way..hehe..eat a lot, talk a lot, laugh a lot, joke a lot..haha..thats us..stay there until 10pm and then went home..

Even its for a while, I could feel that I am so lucky living with a very happy and harmony family..which is everyone is not lucky to have one..

Thank God for giving me such a very wonderful family..full of love and happiness..

For me, that’s all I want for Christmas..

Happy Christmas Everyone!! ^^

Photo of the day...syg said he really like this picture... ^^

During the Holiday (Part 1)

2011-01-08T06:03:00.000-08:00

Finally go back 2 hell after kc abis beras mum sa d kg..ehe..followers/readers..siou lama x post sap teda line intrnet ba d kg sa..kasian kan..mo psg streamyx pun x jg dpt sap telekom nda mo psg kabel telefon d area kmi sap byk tul pencuri kabel...cis2...

so..oleh sap byk tul crita sa tme cuti ne..sa kc part2 la kio..here goes the part 1...from my offline blogging.. ^^

December 1, 2010. 8.00pm.

Im at my room..tonight the caroling group will visit our home..yeah, I luv Christmas carol!! Yipee~ hahaha…me n mummy spent the whole evening cleaning our house n prepare foods for them..yeah, its our kebiasaan uda prepare food for the caroling group yg dtg every year..a bit penat juga but i don’t mind bcoz I luv them..hehe..

The caroling group will be here in any minute now..while waiting for them, I do my offline blogging..huh..i wish we do hv internet line here..rajin pula type2 ne time cuti2..beside berabis main game..i play Virtual Villagers..nah menjaga org2 yg byk…wakaka..and also Torchlight..duh..game budak2 kan?hahaha..

Tik tok..tik tok…org2 game sa besar2 suda..

The group will be here any minute now…

Owh..i heard they coming now…gotta go!! (singing Christmas song)~~

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December 2, 2010. 9.38pm.

Today I woke up at 7++am..actually mummy woke me up because she told me a very sad news..my OW-YEAH is dead!!huaaaaaaa……I run to the cage and saw ow-yeah lying there..karas suda..huhu..im so sad…mummy said maybe mama c ow-yeah tetindih dia smlm bcoz dorg still becampur sap the littles mc menyusu kan…I quickly msg syg telling him that ow-yeah ordy dead..ow it really breaks my heart…syg luv that little bunny so much…mummy quickly kc pindah the other 3 to other cage so that the mama nda tetindih again..luckily, the littles pandai mamam pallet food uda…from now on tpaksa la dorg mamam pallet ja..huhu..poor little ow-yeah..me n mummy p kubur dia..the bunny is so tiny…huhu…rest in peace my dear ow-yeah..

At 10.30am, bru syg reply msg sa…I know dia mc tdur time sa bgtaw bunny dia mati..he tekejut but said its ok..sedih jg la bcoz he didn’t sempat pun tgk ow-yeah…juz now I ask him whether je still want the bunny bcoz still got other 3 littles here..he said maybe not bcoz he afraid it might be dead plus ow-yeah is gone…it really breaks his heart I guess..i felt so sory and pujuk him ada lg yg mcm ow-yeah 2 nnt bcoz bunny cpt membiak fyi..he then said ok…poor syg..he luv ow-yeah so much…and that bunny nda tetunggu pun dia pulang…huhuhu…

Dear little ow-yeah..may u rest in peace in bunny heaven…luv, girl n pye..

OW-YEAH

(November 2010 – December 2010)

*jumpa d part seterusnya~

homey~ ow yeah!!~

2010-12-08T02:08:00.000-08:00

*This is offline blogging*

November 30, 2010. 1.06am.

Im at my room, listening to music..yeah, I kinda got sleep problem everytime I balik kg..sometimes I sleep super early, and sometimes I sleep super-duper late..haha..i guess tonite I will sleep a bit late..waiting for my syg to text me (he playing games with his friends and ask me to wait..duh..kaki game..sumandak always comes 2^nd after games..especially DOTA)..hahaha..nvrmind..i still love him so much.. ^^

Since I been home, I been busy taking care of my little bunny here..hehe..they are soooo super-cute!! All 4 of them are fluffy and tiny…haha..the one that syg booked already is the most cantek la bcoz it has white fluffy fur and red eyes…huaa..and currently, the size is as my tapak tgn only…see this..very cute right?haha…

I send pics and video of this little bunny to my syg..he is so geram watching it..once he said “aaarghh!cute!!!” I laughed when I read the msg from him..yeah, he loves bunny so much..especially the tiny one..deh..mcm la nda pandai besar kan even kecik pun…the most funny part is when we try to find a name for the little bunny..i suggest popeye, he suggest alex..but still he dont like the name (ba yala..rabbit dia..biar la dia kc nama sndiri..hahaha)..then came up naming the bunny AXN..he said it’s the short version of ALEXANNE – the combination of our name..haha..but I think its not ngam for a bunny..last2 we call the bunny OWH-YEAH bcoz I always use this word to make him laugh…hmm..sound cute…haha..owh yeah~

Owh, I heard that we (The Chin @ Chan Family) got gathering next month…this family gathering is more like reunion where all who related to this big family (either far or near) will meet and know each other and do some activities (games)..this is the 1^st time for Chin @ Chan Family..hope everything goes well..they still don’t know when to do it..but for sure, they mo kc tumbang 1 kerbau and 1 pig..wahahaha…mesti meriah la ne nnt…cant wait for that day..gonna take a lots of pics and yeah, will upload it here..hopefully.. ^^

Owh..this holiday, im thinking of doing a blog project..it is called “My 5 Things That…” wonder what it is?well..wait for it..hopefully I can do this during holiday.. ^^

Adoi..its 1.42am already..syg really makes me wait this time..huaaargh..ngantuknya..i better sleep la..pduli dia dgn game2nya..wakaka…

Holiday Post.. T_T

2010-11-22T06:58:00.000-08:00

Maybe, I'm going back to kg 2mrw..straight after my last paper..

Yipee!! But at the same time, I'm a bit sad..

Why? Bcoz going back kg means I cant on9 so much like now..

So..jg means I cant do blogging often...huhuhu..

*But I will do off9 blogging*

Wonder what it is?

Well, whenever I want to write something..

I write it and save it..

If I got time, I just go to the nearest place yg sa dpt on9..

Then copy and paste my writings here..

Hahaha...

Afraid that I might not sempat on9 2mrw b4 balik..

So, here is my last post la b4 blk kg..

This post goes to all of the readers,

Especially my followers

& Yeah of course... THE WASABERs!! ^^

Well, I'll see u again soon..

...HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE...

*Lots of Hugs n Kisses*

Home for Christmas..soon..

2010-11-21T05:03:00.000-08:00

everyday im thinking about my dear2 home..

i want to go back..huhuhu...its hell in here..

luckily i have to wait no longer..bcoz 23rd Nov is my last paper..yeah!!

im soooo excited until temimpi2 ba last night..

i want to play with my anak buah, dedel...

lama tia jumpa dia suda..this holiday we all planning a trip to Poring for her.. ^^

she is cute right?hihihi..

i want to look at my anak2 rabbit..

mum said they can lumpat2 already..so nakal...cute.. ^^

Hahahaha....

the white one already booked by my syg...he loves rabbit..

and the most excited part?

JENG3...

i cant wait to decorate the living room with lots of christmas deco and also of course yeah..

THE CHRISTMAS TREE!!

so funny when i went back home last 2 weeks (tgh2 NOVEMBER i think) i ask my mum

"mummy, ble pasang krismas tree suda ka?"

"ko mulau?bru bulan 11 ne..."

=.='

deh..i am so childish when it comes to christmas...hahaha...

Talking about Christmas this year....

My syg just told me that he might not come home to celebrate Christmas...

I am so sad until menangis ne td...

He ask me to pray so that he can come home..

Poor syg...he really wants to go back Sabah...

I know it is not syiok celebrate Christmas alone,lagi2 d tmpat org...

Guess that there are no other place like home kan?

Hopefully he can come home for this Christmas...

To his family,

To his friends,

To me.

awwwh~~ *praying*

I want NEW HAIRSTYLE!!!!

2010-11-19T22:40:00.000-08:00

ok..think im going to curl my hair a bit..A BIT only k...

but i dont know which saloon can give my hair the look yg...

* Big and Loose curl (start from my ear line and down to the tip of my hair)

* Permanent (at least 6 Months)

* Give me the correct type of curl hair i want. (Last time i curl my hair, that saloon give me the kicik2 punya curl. shit.)

Actually, what kind of curl that i want?

Nope..too tight.

Erm..nope..almost there.

Maybe this can do on my wedding day.. XD

but not for now..

OK..I FOUND IT..THIS IS IT!! ^^

And mayb if my hair is longer, it should look like this.

This type of curl is called THE BEACH HAIR..messy-big-loose-curl that i admire a lot..^^

Hahahaha...do you think saloon can do this?Big-loose-6 months permanent-curl that i want?

GIVE ME THIS HAIR!! huaaargh!! XD

God Never Leave us. ^^

2010-11-19T22:11:00.000-08:00

My fren, Polly shared this to me in FB..its a really beautiful story and inspired me a lot..

The times when i was sad and really down, I know that God never leave me..

And this story proves that I am right..

Thanks so much God..

Footprints in the Sand

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.

Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,other times there was one only.

This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life,

when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow, or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints,

so I said to the Lord,

"You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always.

But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life,

there has only been one set of footprints in the sand.

Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,"The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, mychild, is when I carried you."

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. - Deuteronomy 31:6

U can share these beautiful words to everyone if u want..

Spread the God's Love.. ^^

image source: davidphotos.com

The Deathly Hollow After Nuclear.

2010-11-19T04:16:00.000-08:00

i mean..today, after my Physics Nuclear Paper, me n my fren went to watch HP7 The Deathly Hollow at GSC 1B..hehehe...

yup..been watching HP since the Sorcerer's stone punya movie..

YAH..even im a bit old (tua ka 22th tuh), im a big fans of Harry Potter! (i admit it. XD)

A bit dissapointed bcoz i couldnt watch it in 3D (GSC didnt play the 3D version today..or memang tiada tuh?) As far as i saw..this must be REAL Syiok if we watch in in 3D...

All the characters are still hot as usual..

Yup, of course the Harry, Ron & Hermoine..

So as the other member of The Order of Pheonix..(couldnt find any pics of them together)

Gorgeous Weasly Twins..luv them.. ^^

So funny..hahaha..

And also my favourite penjaat there..Bellatrix Lestrange...

She is my favourite actress since i watch Corpse Bride and Sweeney Todd..she got this kinda dark personality..evil and beautiful at the same time...and yeah!she got great voice too.. ^^

sorry to say that when the movie starts..its kinda..biasa ja..until Bellatrix muncul..then i started "OK..this must be fun."

haha..guess im ~~Harry Potter~~ Bellatrix fans..

But im still hoping that Harry Potter will win the war and defeat Voldemort and the geng..

The story line quite syiok jg la..there are some parts yg lucu..ada jg yg kin sedih like part Dolby RIP..yg bikin gagar jantung..n part2 yg bikin suspen where u tgk pakai mata yg kici suda bcoz suddenly bikin takajut ne...huhuhu...

Overall, it was GOOD..

rating:4 1/2 star..

Cant wait to see the Part 2.. ^^

After watching HP7, we went eat at Apple Cafe..

Suddenly, a man come to us and show us a card..i read it and felt so touched..

u know what is written there?

He is a deaf person and trying to sell 'penggantung hp' to raise fund for their community..

He is very friendly u know? He kept smiling and ask us whether we are UMS student..so sweet..^^

Actually i've seen him before at CP..where my brother bought one of his goods too..

I bought 1 pair of 'penggantung hp' and my fren bought 1..

We bought it because it was so beautiful and the person who sell it to us are so nice..

And he really thank us for buying it.. ^^

its IKHLAS from our heart..bukan kerana simpati, tp atas dasar kesedaran...

They are so special..God Bless u all.. ^^

later when u meet someone like this..give them support...^^

this is what i bought from him...nice eh?luv it! ^^

Its a pair one..he said(in bhsa isyarat) one is for a boy..and the other one is for a girl..a good pair!hehe...

All these times, ive been searching for something like this, but all yg sa jmpa msti ada ja yg kurang..finally, i found the most perfect one today...mcm jatuh dri langit.. ^^

i love this so much.. ^^ its for me n my syg (alex).. ^^

Tq so much to the guy...God bless u always!! ^^

Wat makes me sad after that?

He go to another meja where this pmpuan2 dduk..

He came to them and all the ladies afraid to dekat2 him..

Hey!its not like he bring some deadly diseases to u!

Im so disgusted with people yg mcm 2..they treat the handicapped people mcm they are a kind of dangerous disease yg jalan2..wat, u think u good enough to be a SEMPURNA person ka?so kesian dgn org2 yg mcm ne!

YBYAGSTHlaaaaa! <-- siou..melalut jap.

Thank God bcoz i was born with complete 5 sense...

And God..please bless them who are not..

Guide them and strengthen them... *crying*

The Bag Challenge.. ^^

2010-11-17T19:04:00.000-08:00

~~ THE BAG CHALLENGE!!~~

my friend sheilla tag me in this challenge...

so i decided to accept it..(aiseh)

n im having so much fun!! ^^

p/s: sadly i have to do this on a chair near my bed...

was ready to take pictures then suddenly...

CICAK!!!! jalan2 on my desk...

i am soooo afraid of this creature...errrghhh...

cicak-phobia i guess..

so here is my bag..

not too cantik..been wearing it since i dont know...

guess i juz lazy to find new one when i like to use this bag...kakaka..

so here...are what inside..jeng3....

1. Folded Umbrella - its hot in KK u know..huhu..

2. Coin purse

3. Tali penggantung HP (i dnt know what its called in BI..huhuhu) - i need this sometimes..

4. Wallet - money, cards (IC, Matric, bank) and got rosary jg inside it.. ^^

5. Leather Bracelet - my trademark. XD

6. Eye Moisturizer - best solution for dried n irritating eyes... ^^

7. One Drop Perfume - express way to keep fresh all day long... ^^

8. Tissue - wajib ada. XD

9. Calculator - as a physics student, i need this all the time.. XD

10. SE Earphone - when i bored and need music to accompany me, this is very important.. ^^

11. Hand Sanitizer - yup..everyone should have this..there are bacterias everywhere ok..

12. Silky Girl 2-way Foundation Powder - for my oily face.. T_T

13. Keys

14. Pendrives - for sharing notes, tutorials n movies...hahaha...

15. Lipbalm - for my dried lips..owh yeah..

16. Hair Clip - sometimes, i need to keep away my bangs from my face. XD

Since i got this challenge during my exam day,

these are the things inside my bag.

If i got this challenge during not-exam-day,

the things might be different,

stationary (during exam, i put all my stationary inside my pocket file along with my exam slip),

hard disk (sharing is caring.. XD),

and maybe eyeliner n mascara... o.O

so..who will i tag for this challenge?

Congrats!!

polly - eyes, heart and soul of polly

kajon dd - ^^anngie^^issabelle^s

moon - : : AnysiaNgela : :

sahril - tiba2jam6petang

tantinny - hot n spicy

rozie - this is me, here's my soul..aww,how i love this..

keno - keno's smile

have fun guys.. ^^

getting 2 know me?ba ok...

2010-11-16T01:10:00.002-08:00

Got this from my fren tantinny..she tag me (FB) in this notes..hahaha..quite funny..

but instead of doing this on my FB notes, i think i should share it here too..hehe..

The note goes like this (ok,this is my answers k..)....

note that bg notes2 yg gni, sa suka jwb dlm bm sabah..suka...suka..suka...

p/s: dont mind the tagging part if u do post this in ur blog.

You've been tagged (as have I), you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you, my friend.

To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "Getting to know each other!", tag 25 people including me (tagging is done in the right hand corner or bottom of this page) then click publish.

1. What time did you get up this morning?

6.00 am..mo exercise jumnastik belakang dlu b4 jalan p campus..

2. How do you like your steak?

mana2 ja...jan ja hangus...

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?

legend of the fist with dette n kebin...ui gila pndai trbang2 ba kan dia...

4. What are your favorite TV shows?

glee, thats how i met ur mother, ghost whisperer..

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?

dlm rumah la...mo tggl d mana lg?

6. What did you have for breakfast?

mee banjir with sosej...apa 2 cafe masak mee mcm kna tsunami...

7. What is your favorite cuisine?

SABAHAN CUISINE op kos...puuuunya sadap...

8. What foods do you dislike?

Selipar...eh salah...taugeh n daun salad..ewww~

9. Favorite Place to Eat?

rumah..sap free n kalo beli pun bukan sa yg beli..hohoho..

10. Favorite salad dressings?

kalo sa ckp sa x suka mkn salad pa mcm la?

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?

beskal dikira jg ka?

12. What are your favorite clothes?

pa2 ja yg ngam sa..

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?

Paris op kos..hoho

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?

1/2 full ba..

15. Where would you want to retire?

anywhere..as long as with my syg..wewwit~

16. Favorite time of day?

night...siok tidur sap galap...

17. Where were you born?

dispensary tenghilan, tamparuli, sabah, malaysia..

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?

itu ba...jumnastik blakang...

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?

ntah..

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?

nda taw..

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?

dnt know..

22. Bird watcher?

not really..

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?

night person..

24. Pets?

anjeng..kuceng..ikan..arnab...kura2...

25. Any new and exciting news that you'd like to share?

kijap lg sa mo tidur..ee excitednya... =.='

26. What did you want to be when you were little?

doctor kunun...tp x tercapai sap path sa p fizik...

27. What is your best childhood memory?

byk tuh...pa mcm mo crita sini...

28. Are you a cat or dog person?

cat.

29. Are you married?

nope.

30. Always wear your seat belt?

slalu ba...bukan utk takut pulis tp utk keselamatan...hehehe

31. Been in a car accident?

yup..tp x teruk la...

32. Any pet peeves?

??????

33. Favorite pizza topping?

pineapple....hahahaha

34. Favorite Flower?

lily

35. Favorite ice cream?

aiskrim free.

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?

McD2 kwnku...

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?

nda pna k....

38. From whom did you get your last email?

fb la 2..

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?

FOS. hahahaha.

40. Do anything Spontaneously lately?

baru2 ne teda pla...

41. Like your job?

ahli fizik-to-be student?yup... ^^

42. Broccoli?

bole saja...

43. What was your favorite vacation?

d pulau2 kali..yg cntik2 n with org tersyg...

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?

with dette sana ip..

45. What are you listening to right now?

bunyi kipas..

46. What is your favorite color?

i know ko minta 1 ja sap ko blg 'color'..but sa suka byk..pa ble bt la k...brown, black, purple, white, blue, red...

47. How many tattoos do you have?

teda..

48. Coffee drinker?

eya!! hahahahaa...luv coffee so much!! ^^

49. How many children do you have?

ermm...stkt ne ada 3..yg no 1, SEK770i..yg no.2 Celcom broadband..ne paling jajal ne...yg no.3 Acer Laptop...

WASABER.. ^^

2010-11-14T23:38:00.000-08:00

today, i woke up at 8am-almost-9am...hahaha...sleep so late ba last nite...studying for E-Comm exam 2morrom (16/11/10)..my eyes mcm panda ordy this.. @_@ my fault..mengurik kubur sendiri kan.. XD

round2 my blog 1st, saw a friend pya comment which said that my post is quite menarik...then i started to think..ya meh?then i should share it to everyone..therefore..i finally decided to join...

WASABER!! yeah.. ^^

even my blog isnt hibat like the other..i believe that life is a learning process... XD

so taiko2 blog...do teach me how to improve my blog k? luv y'all.. ^^

owh..by the way...those yg belum register n mo join the club...follow this link..u'll LOVE it.. ^^

http://wearesabahanbloggermania.blogspot.com/

demon of kindness?

2010-11-13T23:01:00.000-08:00

i am too kind!thats my big problem!

i want to help everyone,

i want to carry all the burden on my shoulder,

i want to take all their problems,

and i cant stop my self from being too kind to other people!

even it hurts myself!

i know mayb some of u didnt believe me..

i realize that in any work or event..and sometimes in any things yg melibatkan sa la...

im taking too much responsibility than i should..

and sometimes, i have to do it ALONE..all by myself..

working hard to complete the work..sometimes smpai stress n too tired...

yet, im not angry with the one yg supposed to do the work..

GILA KAN?

THE DEMON OF KINDNESS IS HANGING AT MY BACK!!!

AND DIA KACAU ME AGAIN!!

pls someone ask any bobohizan to halau that hantu for me~~ =.='

by the way,

its nearly 2month since 'that day'...

and still....everytime i see her in fb..it just makes me so sad..i still feel guilty!!

even its not my fault la..

i write it here, hoping that she will not able to read it..i need to let it out..yes, blogging is the way...

ya..maybe all of u will say "suda la..its not ur fault..why should u b the one yg carry the guilt on ur shoulder?bikin berat ko ja..."

i dont know..she is such a sweet girl...she didnt deserve all of these...

cowardie boyfie!! nnt ko sana....

im really sorry girl..im really sorry...

What if?

2010-11-12T01:44:00.000-08:00

watched Jason Derulo's video clip What If...it juz inspired me to think about "what if i choose the other options that i had b4 this?"

First.

I choose to transfer to other school during form 2.

What if I choose to stay?

well, i might didnt know my fren in SMKTE. i might didnt know my syg.

Second.

I choose not to continue my study at MRSM after PMR.

What if I choose to go there?

well, i might didnt know my fren better. i might didnt know my syg better.

Third.

I choose to keep continuing studying in Science Stream.

What if i choose to change my stream?

well, i might didnt know my 5C classmates better. i might didnt close with my girls (lala,toyo,lob,montuk) n my boys (gugu,papai). i might didnt close to my syg. and he might didnt fell in luv with me.

Fourth.

I choose Matriculation beside Science Diploma at UiTM.

What if i choose UiTM?

well, i might have different fren from now. i might have different personality. i may have different sweet memories. i might didnt know all the geng kuliaks (nini, kezai, alice, nurul, faisha, feddy, kahar, azri, ijam, justine). i might didnt close with geng blok A (kolet n nurul). i might didnt know how to dance Sarawakian dance. i might didnt know my teammates (Tadak Timur). i might didnt know about love in friendship. i might didnt know what love is.

Fifth.

I choose to try continue my study in PHYSICS at Matriculation.

What if i choose Biology?

well, i might not love physics as much as i do like now. i might didnt know about all the physics stuff. i might didnt know Newton's Law. or Kirchoff's Rule.

Sixth.

I choose to take risk, by dating my syg now (eventhough its really complicated becoz of our family).

What if i didnt?

i might not know what love is. i might not know him well. i might didnt love him as much as i do now.

Seventh.

I choose to continue my study at UMS. taking FE.

What if i didnt?

i might end up studying at other U. or college. or other place beside Sabah. i might didnt know my coursemate. i might didnt know what best friend means (u know who u are). i might didnt know how hard long-distance relationship is.

Eighth.

I choose to sambung balik my relationship with my syg after 2months+ of breakup.as i said before, its really complicated when it love interferes with family matters.(see older post)

What if i didnt?

well, i might didnt love him as much as i do now. i might didnt know better what true love is. and we might didnt still together until now.

Ninth.

I choose to forgive my syg after he made a huge mistake to me.(see older post)

What if i didnt?

i might didnt realize what true love is. i might didnt realize how much i love him until i am able to forgive and forget his mistakes. i might didnt know all about him. and he might didnt learn any lesson. the most important lesson ever in his life. i changed him. big one.

Tenth.

I choose to write this post.

What if I didnt?

well, i might didnt realize how much my option changed my life nowadays. i might didnt realize how much i have learn. the way i think, the way i act, i might didnt realize who am i now. and i might didnt realize how beautiful my life is now.

Thanks dear God. U've lead me to though choices, and let me pick my best option. People might see that my option is wrong, but i know that U made me choose it, n i believe in U. Everything happen for a reason.

Some things may gives us options. Pray to God to lead u which u should choose. thats what i do. and here i am now. life based on choices i made in the past. its a God-gift. to the world. ^^

happy Diwali.. ^^

2010-11-03T04:07:00.000-07:00

Also known as the Festival of light, Deepavali is celebrated for the victory of light over darks and marks the triumph of good over evil..it is celebrated by the Hindus, but in Malaysia..for sure we all do celebrate it together..even not all of us are Hindus..1 Malaysia.. ^^

This is the special post for those who celebrate Diwali/Deepavali... ^^

my warmest wish to all of u...

HAPPY DEEPAVALI.. ^^

From a.j|picwork by Joe n Alex (me n my syg)

& also from our family.. ^^

duhhh!!!!

2010-11-02T20:10:00.000-07:00

woke up at 7++ am..no mood of studying..so sa buka laptop n start blogging..

as life is full of obstacle..yeah sometimes people just hard to admit that life is a rollercoaster...the up and suddenly down..then suddenly up again..then suddenly down to the lowest point on earth...well,thats life darling...be matured...not everything around u are always beautiful...wonderful...and people around you doesnt live their life according to your thoughts/opinion/prinsip/watever....none are perfect, including u, im afraid 2 say..

duh!!!its hard for u to make mistake yah?owh..i just remember...u r the most perfect person in the world..yay...clap for that...wooohooooo~~~ (sorry for that)

i didnt point my finger to anyone specifically...juz siapa yg makan cili, dia yg rasa pedas kan?

N hell yeah...u disgust me so much!!!!

daaaahhh!!~~~

i juz dont have any mood 2 read those physics laser pya notes...bru 5 slide baca..pup!ampai suda...nda paham!!!huhuhuhu...nyway, its physics laser pya midterm ja 2 besok...i need 2 bca strt from ch7 until....dnt know..hahaha....girl!!kurik lg kubur ko sdiri....hahaha...

waaarrrrghhh..its exam time....huaaaa~~~~~

image source:photo.com & psychologytoday.com

only God knows....

2010-11-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

duh!!ada pula org ckp2 sa dri blakang aa...em tiapa...sa kc maaf ja la kmu...

ksian kmu ne...smua kmu men ckp ja tp kmu x taw hal yg betul kan?

biar la pa kmu mo ckp..sap kmu x rasa....kmu x taw apa feel kalo kmu d tpt sa skrg...

try put ur self in my shoes...(size 7 ya...hehehe)..bru kmu taw knapa sa bt kputusan mcm 2...i hv my own reason for all my decision...

jd, teda org ble pertikaikan keputusan yg sa buat....lg2 org yg lansung x knl sa n x taw siapa sa,pa mcm sikap sa,n x taw semua hal2 sebenar...see my point CLEARLY here?

im a fool??bahaaaa.....mcm sa ckp td, i hv my reason...usually fool people x ambil kira reason..dorg juz hentam ja...so, am i still counted as fool? NO.

be open minded la sket..pls la...

sni sa mo kc clear la sama 2 urg...yg berkenaan.....buka mata besar2...

THIS IS MY LIFE. U DONT KNOW ME, U DONT HAVE ANY RIGHTS TO JUDGE ME. I HAVE MY OWN REASON FOR ALL MY DECISION. SO PLEASE. STOP TALKING.

na..kalo mc x nmpak n x paham...mmg la...sa pun x taw apa2...i try 2 b nice sama smua org...tp ada jg yg mc x puas hati...sa pun x taw suda....

biarla kalo kmu mc dgn prinsip kmu 2..lain org lain prinsip....

he myb salah, but tell me manusia mana yg x pna buat salah?i know him since we are 15...so,i can tell he is a good guy...maybe he is coward...penakut..but not that BAD GUY yg kmu ckp...sa x dpt ckp lebih lanjut la sni..kalo mo taw yg crita sbnr, pls ask me..i will tell semua yg kmu mo taw..

emm...ne ja la yg sa mmpu kc clear sni..

biar la kmu ckp pa ja kmu suka sap smua 2 nda betul...

my syg tmbah this since dia pun kena "biar Tuhan saja yg tahu..."

peace..^^

Halloween Post.. ^^

2010-11-01T04:14:00.000-07:00

I juz love Halloween!! kalo laaa ada prty halloween yg sa dpt p kan...hahaha...

so...for halloween ne..i edited beberapa pic...juz for fun..sa suka tmbah2 effect sma 2 gmbr...

tp ya la kan..urg blg bru strt2 blajar...erm..na..tgk la..kalo mo komen..komen saja...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!! ^^

THE GOLDEN EYES VAMPIRE

(alamak...siou..ganas sket..)

THE GREEN EYES TATTOO-ED BOY

(my syg ckp mcm gaara ada...mcm adam lambert gay pun ada.. =.=' ngam la 2..halloween costume..hahaha...)

THE SILVER-EYES TATTOO-ED BOY

(keno ckp mcm vampire...hahaha)

BTW,ada yg ckp Halloween ne berkaitan dgn Pagan..bcoz asalnya Halloween ne merupakan pesta pemujaan Samhain...search d Google kalo mo taw..hehehe...but nowadays, Halloween ne lebih kpada mcm pesta yg suka2...some people gelar Festival of the Dead...

4 me?its for fun only!!tiada kaitan dgn pagan or apa2 yg melanggar agama...

i only love the concept (dark,death n fantasy)..the costume..n the "trick or treat" phrase...hihihi...

thats why i want 2 celebrate Halloween.. ^^

All pics are product of:

Identity + update bangas...hohoho....

2010-11-01T03:26:00.000-07:00

ok la..ok la...sa mgaku sa jrg update blog sa..huhuhu..guess im juz one of the ilang2 bloggers..huhuhu....

and...sa uda bt kputusan la knun..since im a sabahan...npa x sa pya blog ne sa guna slang sabah?plus BI la sikit...kalo ada yg x faham,tya ja k..hehe..planning to masuk WSB (we are sabahan bloggers)...so, im trying to create my own identity...sabahan bloggers byk..tp mcm buli kira yg guna slang sabah dlm blog dorg...tp nnt dlu..sa tangguh dulu kijap sap mo kc mantap dlu ne blog..hahahaha..

owh..ive been busy ba lately so sory bcoz bru 2day ada mood mo tulis2 sni blog...adeh naa..

1stly...

since buka sem..JULY..been busy with my FYP (final year project)..alahai...mo buat 1 hal..mo phm pun 1 hal juga...2 la i spent most of my time typing and looking extra info for my FYP..kerja sa asyik mengsearch jurnal2 d internet..bangkak ba mata beair2 ne tgk tajuk mo 1000+...tu baru tajuk..blm lg mo tgk isi d dalam ada kaitan sma projek ka 2..hahaha...

Ne manual yg perlu sa bca utk FYP sa..bru 1...

2ndly..

on 20hb OCT..maka siap la FYP sa..bru part 1..bru proposal...dlm hati ne sukup2 bdoa spya proposal kna terima..kalo kna tulak lg la mampus sa..huhuhu...dgn bangganya..on 21hb OCT sa hantar 2 copy FYP sa setebal 34 page siap2 binding...p ofis sst..org ke-4 hntar for my course...hohoho...(minta puji)

3rdly...

23hb OCT..yup..msuk 22yrs uda sa..hihihi...time 22hb lg balik kg with abg..rajin pula dia panggang ayam,ikan n pork..plus dia msk bakuteh lg..alahai...mmg makan gila2 la sa..hahaha....syg also wish on 22hb OCT bcoz he work until 10pm that nite..afraid that he too tired..x dpt wish midnite 23hb like he usually do...huhu...tq so much cyg...he even wish again on 23hb OCT...pembuka n penutup...so sad bcoz he isnt here 2 celebrate my bday with me...i miss u so much cyg..tq 4 d sweet wish...luv u mmuahh~ ^^ and also..makaseh polly bg tinky winky n snoopy..cute..^^

4thly..

29hb OCT..its VIVA time..bukan kreta...pembentangan FYP kmi..na ne la part yg paaaaaling kin takut..mcm2 ragam org tme VIVA..gagaran, nervous, mo pengsan...every VIVA mesti ada ja org nangis..taw napa?hehe..u bentang, then lectrer will tembak u with lots of question (kdg2)...u x dpt jwb..they will sindir u n bdoa la proposal ko x kna tolak (senior ckp la)...proposal kna tolak?na mcm robot la ko buat projek bru dlm 1 bulan...tp stakat ne blm ada rekod lg la proposal kna tolak...hahahaha....at 1st la..gagar jg la sa bcos sa org kedua...tp bila suda start bckp...nah..mcm kreta api..lancar ja ne..ada jg la tershashul 1X..but it doesnt matter...bcos ive done my best...n yihaa...WTF!! - welcome to freedom (joan,2010).. =.=' tamat pembentangan on 9.20++ am..tq smua yg bg support..n also tq sygku yg balik2 support n wish me luck... ^^ after bentang trus chow p 1B...secret recipe(tq dette blnja), McD(tq kebin blanja), karaoke, movie....release tension ba..hihihi...

Ne my fren kevin...dia antara org yg nervous gila tme 2 smpai blk2 ckp dia rasa mo pengsan....

5thly...

na..FYP done...VIVA done...apa lg aa?owh..final exam.. =.=' igtkn teda suda..huhuhu..

yup..final exam season..mula la smua paper btaburan..buku2 bebuka...rambut mcm bru bgun..mata merah2..makan pun x teurus..na sepa suruh kan kurik kubur sendiri dri awal sem lg..rasa la..huhuhu..tp xda jg student yg gni...smua pun kurik kubur sendiri jg....hahaha....as 2mrw is my 1st paper..which is lectrer kmi kc awal...2hb NOV my 1st paper...physic semiconductor...adoiyaii..kalo tgk tajuk ja pa yg kmu nampak?sa taw 2..kuih bulan kan?=.='

huhu..i've done my best for this...teda mood suda mo tgk..tp nnt pndai jg p baca 2...juz hrp2 apa yg sa study msuk dlm utak..n kuar smoothly time exam..makaseh...hohoho

6thly...

time2 exam...i miss my syg sooooo much....bln 12 bru dia balik sabah...alalala...pya lama lg 2...i dnt know apa lg mo ckp..but all i want for christmas...is him... T_T

rapal uda sa..chow.. ^^

I Thank Those.....

2010-10-10T23:40:00.000-07:00

1. I thank those who hurt me, because they toughened my will.

2. I thank those who deceived me, because they made me wiser.

3. I thank those who insulted me, because they strengthened my character.

4. I thank those who beat me, because they fueled my will to fight.

5. I thank those who abandoned me, because they taught me to be independent.

6. I thank those who toppled me, because they solidified my stance.

7. I thank those who accused me, because they reminded me of my inadequacy.

8. I thank those who opposed me, because they made me more vigilant.

9. I thank those who were frank with me, because they are my true friends.

10. I thank God for allowing adversity to befall upon me, for that is the only path for spiritual growth and maturity.

P/s:thanks to the one who posted this on FB (Hilda)..such a nice quote for everyone.. ^^

image source:google

love do hurts..

2010-10-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

8hb Oct 2010..

all i can say..its the worst day of my life..

why?sa dpt tngkap bf sa buat bad things...

at 1st, sa rasa mcm apartment UA2 ne mo runtuh ja...its very hard to accept what he did...

dia ada gf lain, n dorg break..tp sa lansung x taw apa2 until sa nmpak that girl post something d fb syg sa...

mayb kmu smua akan ckp.."neh,b4 this dia puja2 bf dia,smpai tulis2 d blog ne....skrg?bf dia bt hal pla.."

but u know what?MY BLOG INI LA YG MENYELESAIKAN SEGALANYA...ko pikir apa?

dri blog ne la segala cerita mula terungkai..mula keluar..kalo bukan pasal ne blog, mesti that girl akan lebih sakit...lebih pedih...lebih dalam luka dia nnt....

but ne la jg org ckp...LOVE IS BLIND...

ya mmg btl...sa mc terima bf sa even sa belum dapat kc maaf apa yg suda dia buat 2 me n ex dia...

trus terang sa ckp..he lie to his ex bcoz of me...at the end,he choose me instead of her...

tp ne la jg sa mo ckp...even dia pilih sa..sa mc sakit hati...why?buduh ba dia buat gtu sma that girl!!

sa mrh dia bukan pasal dia ada gf lain...

sa mrh bcoz dia kc tinggal 2 pmpuan bgtu ja...mcm kc men2 2 pmpuan...

mayb ada yg akan ckp..."buat apa ko pduli 2 pmpuan..bukan jg ko knl dia...kalo dia x suka suda,biar la dia kc tggl 2 pmpuan...dia mc jg pilih ko ba.."

hello~~??sa bukan org mcm 2...ex dia pun manusia jg..ada perasaan...sa bukan jenis org yg pentingkan diri sendiri...

mayb ada jg yg akan ckp.."ala..ko simpati jg sama dia 2...ko kesian ja dia x kna pilih.."

oi..sa suda pernah rasa gtu...twice..n sa taw pa rasa dia..believe me...if other girl kna buat gtu, sa jg akan terasa, even sa x knl dia....ko pikir siok ka rasa gtu 2?cuba la ko kna 1 kali..tgk ko dpt tahan ka x...lg2 kalo org yg buat gtu 2 adalah bf ko sendiri...ko pikir la...

mayb im the coolest gf in the world la...

bila taw crita ne, sa juz rilek...i talk 2 my syg secara lembut (tp pedas ne)..

me:"napa syg buat mcm ne...ksian 2 pmpuan..."

him:"sa suda kc terang sama dia...dia mesti laba terima kenyataan yg sa pilih ko...knapa jg ko kisah sgt pasal dia?"

me:"syg..dia pun org juga...cyg call dia skrg...ckp bgus2....jan mrh2 dia..bincang baik2...cyg mrh2 dia jaga la..."

see?sa bukan mo blagak baik...i betul2 rasa guilty...rasa mcm ikut juga sakit ati...sap sa lnsung x taw apa2...really...n sa x suka ada org sakit ati pasal kami 2...

mmg lembut2 sa ckp..but dlm ati?biar God ja taw la...

after sa kc nasihat dia, bru la dia brani ckp trus trg sma 2 pmpuan...n dorg break secara baik..

true love means u have ability 2 forgive again n again...

ya..sa terima dia..kc maaf jg sikit2 la tp not 100%..

sa terima bf sa balik bcoz dia ckp dia sgt2 myesal for being such a coward 2 tell her ex that kami still 2gether...

sa bg dia nasihat...talk pjg2 spya dia insaf la knun...

dia sbnrnya good boy, he juz penakut sikit to tell the truth...

he said dia betul2 menyesal..he promise x buat lagi...n he say sory btl3...

i said "u r lucky 2 have me...i'll gve u 2nd chance,but im not sure whether i can trust u 100% anymore..."

dia sgt2 bsyukur la tme 2 coz sa mc trima dia..tapi?

hahahaha....ne denda dia...i check him every 1 hour..didnt stop sindir2 him...n also control him a lot..neh bru taw..sepa suruh jajal kan....dia pun sabar ja la...sedar jg dia yg bt hal kan mula2...i ask him.."jara ko syg?"

him:"jara eh...."

hahaha....jara mean mcm fobia suda mo bt gtu..

i dont know la mo trust ka x pa dia ckp lg 2...skrg ne sa kc dia lesen P dulu...salah sikit, kna denda...bru taw kan?u hv 2 pay la kalo mo regain trust org balik!!!

maybe this time sa menang...but maybe next time, sa pula akan kalah teruk..

maybe this time sa gembira..but maybe next time, sa pya turn pula sedih mnangis2..

maybe this time sa rasa bahagia..but maybe next time, sa pula yg akan menderita...

siapa tahu?sory 2 say la...guys are all the same,nvr learn..nvr change...

to my syg, i luv u so much..biar org ckp sa buduh sap mc terima cyg, biarla...sa taw apa yg kita pernah lalui sama2 sebelum ne...u dserve ur 2nd chance..bcoz hubungan kita btahan smpai 3yrs ordy..n ur luv 2 me btahan since 2004 until now..yala...dia dluan suka sa dri sa suka dia...

to his ex..im sorry he did this 2 u...i juz hope u akan baik semula n i hope u'll find someone better than this coward boy...remember the link i post in fb this morning?u said u like it...

Sometimes in our lives,we all have pain..we all have sorrow..
But if we are wise,we know that there's always tomorrow..
Lean on me when you're not strong..and I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on..
For it won't be long 'till I'm gonna need somebody to lean on...

mybe ada yg x pcaya..mybe ada jg yg ckp "buat apa??!!!"

but me n her jd kawan since then...the bright side of this story..he such a funny n nice girl..i like her.. ^^

LET THAT DAY BE A HISTORY,

LET THAT DAY TEACH US SOMETHING,

LET THAT DAY OPEN OUR EYES N MIND..

LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL...BUT IT DO HURTS...

mcm bunga ros...tp baaaaaanyak duri diaaaaa....

aduh..bdarah...

Friendship.. (to Loretta Lynn Raynord)

2010-10-05T05:03:00.000-07:00

Never talk about friendship if u yourself didnt respect and appreciate your friends...

I know i am not perfect..maybe sengaja or x sengaja, i hurt them sometime..but wait a minute..let me finish this..

Time sekolah rendah dulu..i have a very best fren..nama dia Loretta Lynn Raynord...she is a very nice girl..sometime,dia very annoying n suka main sinta2 sama budak2 llaki...sampai mummy sa ckp jgn kwn sama dia...but sa mc jg kawan sama dia...why?because i know her...she is not like what people see..that main2 doesnt mean she is not a good girl..kami kwn dari tahun 3 (1997)..we went to the same school,study together..u know wat..dia sgt good in studies n sports..she teached me how to do origami swan (i still remember how to do it until now)..she gave me her pic time dia masi kecik2...i still keep it until now...we pass UPSR,then went to same sekolah menengah on 2001...then suddenly dia jatuh sakit...then x lama, dia disahkan menghidap kanser tulang...kmi smua yg kwn2 dia..dont know to say anyhing...we juz hope yg dia akan sembuh cpt..p skolah sama2...kmi ada jg p melawat dia...dia nmpak sgt lemah but kmi nmpak rambut dia start growing suda..rmbut dia gugur b4 this becoz of kemoterapi..so dlm hati kmi "yeah...x lama lg dia p skolah suda balik..."..kmi happy sgt2 tme 2...

Then one day..sa baru balik dri skul..dduk2 kejap tgk tv..then phone bebunyi...mummy angkat that telefon..it was 4 me from my fren, doris...sa pun bediri la..bru ja sa pgg gagang telefon 2, mummy said "ko suda taw ka 2.." 1st sa heran la napa mummy ckp gtu..then bila doris bgtaw sa 1 berita..1st sa tediam...then i cry...after i ask her bila that happen n bila kami mo p rumah dia, sa letak phone n straight p mandi...time mandi..i cry..air mata becampur sama air paip...WHY SHE HAVE TO GO SO SOON?after byk2 dia bt treatment, ntah berapa kali operate...it still too late..akar2 cancer ordy merebak all over her body..i guess God lebih sygkan dia...she passed away at the same year..2001..(may God bless her soul..amen..)

Since that time, i realize how much KAWAN itu bernilai..

U'll never know suddenly ur fren akan pergi 4ever where ko lansung x akan jumpa dia lg d sini..

Time 2 la ko akan menyesal n cry becoz u didnt layan dia baik2 time dia mc ada...

For me, yg sa myesal sgt adalah sa blm puas spend time dgn dia..

x peluang lg sama2 melalui usia remaja, where we will talk about our boyfriend n secrets...

or x peluang lg for our childrens play together...dlu sa pna terfikir jg gtu...but after dia pergi...

Sedih bila impian bersama u n ur best fren x kesampaian....

Sa berkwn dgn smua org..tidak kira who they are, dari mana asal dorg...

I treat them nicely..,tolong dorg when dorg minta even sometime kna korbankan diri sa sendiri..

(but now..sa limitkan nice sa 2...since i experience my too much kindness sendiri menyakitkan sa..)

If sa berkawan, sa x tgk rupa n siapa mereka..as long as they treat me nicely, i'll treat them extra nicely...mmg kdg2 ada jg yg bikin sakit hati sa jg gaya dorg...yg x ngam dgn sikap sa..not my type la knun2..tp as long as sa masih bernafas, sa still anggap dorg kawan, hang out with them, chat with them or juz walk with them...bukan la yg terus ja x mo layan dia or hate them smpai bila2 mcm sesetengah org 2...

bukan utk membanggakan diri sa la..but sa rasa sa antara yg masih layak bercakap about friendship...

in short word...teruskan berkawan, but dont over limit..berkawanlah dgn niat baik..dpt kwn, keep it baik2...simpan dalam ati..create wonderful moment with them (i mean in a good way la...)..ambil gmbr byk2 dgn dorg..nnt suda kawin, tunjuk dgn anak2 n say "nak...ne la kwn2 bapa/mama time muda2 dlu..."...wonderful kan?manataw dlm gmbr kwn2 2 tiba2 anak ko ckp "papa/mama...ne mama/papa kan?"..then u shyly said "eya..dia la 2..." smbil tgk2 hubby/wife ko pun tesenyum2..hahahaha... ^^

to all of my frens yg pernah kenal sa..

>> Tabika Kemas Kelawat

>> Kg Kelawat

>> SK Kelawat

>> SMK Pekan, Kota Belud

>> SMK Tenghilan, Tamparuli

>> Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan

>> UMS KK n KAL

mybe some of u lupa sa suda...tp believe me, sa x pna lupa kmu...

I respect you all..i appreciate you all as my friend..and i'll cherish our friendship until the end of time...

p/s: so funny when i come across this young girl on 2007....i said "hi farena..lama x jumpa..pa kabar ko?"..she bingung2 kejap...then senyum n said "joan kan?" then we both laugh..we havent meet since 2001 school holiday...its good when people still remember me after havent meet them for over 5yrs..even kmi kenal beberapa bulan ja dlu...wohooo~~!!! ^^ my long lost fren also ada yg add sa d FB n say "hi joan..igt sa lg?pa kabar?lama nda jumpa.." of course i remember u darling!! YOU ARE A FRIEND FOR LIFETIME!! ^^

i have green eyes~ ^^

2010-10-05T04:50:00.000-07:00

i juz got my new pair of Maxim Colour Lens...yipee~

its green in colour..(kiwi green)

i call it gorgeous green..since im addicted to green now...hehehe..

its really easy 2 wear n very comfortable with my eyes...

though it is..err..pssst..this is my 1st time wearing contact lens... XD

well...u may say im ketinggalan ordy..

but i hv my reason why i didnt want to try it b4..

guess im juz freaking out to have something stuck inside my eyes..hahaha..

maybe it looks weird..but i dont care..

I JUZ LOVE IT!!

Love the look..love the style....~ ^^

thanks 2 sis tila n my syg..luv u both~ ^^

psst...im addicted 2 contact lens now...

wanna have thousands of it!! XD

where is the love?

2010-09-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

try to write this last nite but my eyes are reaaaaalllly heavy..hehe..so i write it now..

yesterday i saw a pic that really touches my lil' heart..its a pic posted by someone who really doesnt have..well,i dont know...no education or bfikiran sempit maybe?that person sampai menghina org lagi...oh God...sa sgt2 sedih... May God Bless that person....

dalam kesedihan 2..i change my FB status to..

"Sedih bila dpt tahu sesetengah org d Malaysia masih lg berfikiran sempit dan belum dapat @ tidak mahu terima 1 Malaysia yg sebenar..apalah gunanya perkataan ini dilaung2kan kalau ianya tidak dipraktikkan...betulkan jika saya salah, suatu hari nanti Malaysia mungkin tidak akan aman lagi...."

guess wat...14 people click the like button there...feedback yang diterima pun byk juga...later then i saw byk my friends yg turut ikut tukar status dorg to something similar like this..

am i right about this? the answer is definitely YES...

all around Malaysia now...i dont know why...smua saling kutuk mengutuk, hina menghina about each other pya bangsa,agama,adat resam,budaya...even between Peninsular n Borneo...sory 2 say la...tp betul kan?

sgt2 sedih..apalah guna 1 Malaysia dilaung2kan d mana2....

i mean..bukan semua org la..ada sesetengah org yg sa pun x taw apa yg dorg masih nda puas hati 2...

1 Malaysia means kita bersatu tanpa mengira agama,bangsa,adat resam,budaya...tidak lupa Peninsular n Borneo...baru kita boleh hidup aman dan harmoni...

ini..perkara kecik ja pun mo kc besar2..sampai menghina org lain (sama ada group or individu)..i dont know org 2 sedar ka nda yang perlakuan dorg 2 boleh memusnahkan negara ini?

ADAKAH ANDA MAHU PERISTIWA 13 MEI BERULANG LAGI?

jdkan iktibar wahai rakyat Malaysia...

baru tahun ini sahaja,byk kes yg sa terbaca@dengar...

perasaan hormat antara satu sama lain mcm lansung nda pernah wujud dlm diri org2 tersebut...

sesetengah 2 ada yg berpelajaran tinggi,tp nilai moral sgt2 rendah..

saya tidak menyatakan sesuatu yang sensitif di sini..sendiri mau ingat la...

saya juga tidak menuding jari pada siapa2...siapa makan cili dia terasa pedasnya...

tidakkah kita sepatutnya rasa bersyukur tinggal d negara yg aman n unik...sini kita ada mcm2 bangsa, agama, adat resam, budaya...setiap satunya adalah berlainan....tp sepatutnya kelainan itu diterima, bukan dihina...ini..semua mau dikritik..dikomen..itu adalah cara hidup mereka sejak turun temurun..no need to say anything..just hormat la because they still mempraktikkan cara hidup mereka dan tidak membiarkan ia ditelan zaman...salahkah?u respect doesnt mean u will become like them...SAKIT SGTKAH MENGHORMATI ORG LAIN?at least hormat them..not kutuk2 hina2...

i once terbaca komen seorg French d YouTube...dia ckp dia tidak pernah nmpak negara yg seaman n seunik negara kita...dia wish dia ne seorang Malaysian bcoz dia ckp dia sudah bosan dengan keadaan d France sana yg tidak aman...

AREN"T WE FEEL LUCKY FOR THAT? outsiders mahu jadi Malaysian..tandanya mereka sedar betapa perlunya keamanan itu...Malaysian yg kerja d luar negara pun semua mau balik Malaysia...biarpun gaji d Malaysia tidak sebesar yang ditawarkan di negara lain, dorg akan ckp "Duit boleh dicari, tp keamanan n nyawa tidak dapat diganti.."

semuanya up 2 kita sendiri..luas2kan la fikiran 2 sikit..respect la to others...

jangan sudah terhantuk bru mengadah...

nnt myesal pun tiada guna suda nnt..

kalau la sa kaya...sa mo hntr org2 yg mcm 2 p negara yg berperang ja krja...yg byk rusuhan smua...yg keluar rumah ja ada peluru terbang2 d kpala...tgk dorg sedar ka tidak betapa bertuahnya tinggal d bumi Malaysia...

people...WHERE IS THE LOVE?

p/s: saya tulis dlm BM+BI+Bhs Sabah...u comment about my language here..u already show that u didnt respect my culture in Sabah...

uni.apartment 2...

2010-09-21T17:55:00.000-07:00

guess wat?

after got back from my holiday, i straight went to my new hostel..UNIVERSITY APARTMENT 2..yippeee~~ i got my own room at last!! XD

today is the 4th day of me staying here..so far so good...the environment juz like IP..quite jg..maybe bcoz not too many people staying here yet..we shared the same block with the outsiders who bought houses here...but its ok with me...they all people jg ba..makan nasi jg... XD

well at 1st dpt hostel sni..a bit confuse jg la...how about the ums bus?well...we hv class 2 attend..i go back n forth (aisemen) p hep ask abt d bus...they said "bas dri IP akan singgah d sana.." ok..i said..kalo bas dri IP suda penuh?huaaa....then pasal makan...hurmm...no cafe @ restaurant @ any kdai2 yg dkat2...but its ok jg kalo sa la pasal 2..hehe...then i wonder how my new hostel look like...so ngam2 syg sa dtg ip..i trus culik him bwa p round UA2..woohoo...house,water,letrik...smua ok jg la...then i book katil n meja smua with bantuan my syg..he check here n there meja2 2 helping me choose which one is the best meja la (katil suda org book..jd sa x dpt pilih..)..tq syg~ mmuah...u r my angel.. XD

then b4 cuti i angkat smuaaa brg to ua2...dgn cdgn mo straight msuk ua2 after holiday...cdgn sa bjaya n now sa d sini suda...hehehe....

even tpaksa guna bas luar p ums (balik dri ums ble ikut bas ip) bcoz bas dri ip always....penuh....but its ok with me...yg penting sa slesa dduk room sendiri..then i can do my own thing la..bcoz x rasa menumpang dgn org lain lg kan....so still rasa bersyukur la even bas free to ums jrg2 dpt..huahuahua.....

so,here i am...resident evil...eh salah..resident ums hostel d ua2...mo taw pa yg paaaling best sini?

1. NO HEP (hep kmi d ums)

2. NO FELO (huahuahua...mcm ble sa ckp no checking ow kan..)

3. SWIMMING POOL

hehe...i guess 2 ja la...x taw pa sa mlalut ne sini....kuikuikui....

yg penting sa happy tggl my own room... =)

to vina..tq sap kc tumpang sa dlu...

thats all... ^^

i fall in LUV!! ^^

2010-09-20T01:44:00.000-07:00

wat i mean is..i fall in love~ with this song... (as u open my blog,u can hear it playing...)

i 'googling' for the lyrics..n the words along with the melody really touches my heart...

sing along... =)

..More than words can say by Alias..

Here I am at six o'clock in the morning

Still thinking about you

It's still hard, at six o'clock in the morning

To sleep without you

And I know that it might

Seem too late for love

All I know

I need you now

More than words can say

I need you now

I've got to find a way

I need you now

Before I lose my mind

I need you now

Here I am, I'm looking out my window

I'm dreaming about you

Can't let you go, at six o'clcok in the morning

I feel you beside me

And I know that it might

Seem too late for love

For love Oh, Oh, Oh

I need you now

More than words can say

I need you now

I've got to find a way

I need you now

Before I lose my mind

I need you now

More than words can say

I need you now

Oh I got to hear you say

I need you now

Before I lose my mind

I need you now

simple lyric with nice meaning...

i luv this song of its very romantic melody..aisemen...

lgpun..its bcoz i need him more than words can say..

gtu la urg blg..kalo suda sinta..kan sygku alexandria? XD

mulau.. @_@

p/s:thanx rey coz ko nyanyi ne lgu tme kawin cuzen sa.. XD

update!! XD

2010-09-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

just a quick update for my blog b4 i go 2 sleep~...

18 September 2010, my cousins wedding day..congratz to (Jack n JacQ) d tenghilan and (Polly n David) d pompod...hopefully hidup rumah tangga kmu akan sentiasa aman damai n bahagia smpai akhir hayat...plg siok d tenghilan..band kimara + rey the bintang rtm..mgancam..mmg manang band la kalo kawin d tenghilan...hehe...d pompod pla x sempat p sap my bro a.k.a the driver suda pening2 d tenghilan...haiyaa...tp ada gmbr jg la...my dad n my mum ja p sana... =) ----> will upload all the pic soon... =)

19 September 2010, my beloved grandma's ulang tahun dia meninggal...its been 10 yrs since u left..walaupun jasad x d dpn mata, all memories with u still fresh in our mind..May God bless ur soul...we all miss u... =)

also...i go back 2 kk...not IP anymore...now living at UA 2....x brapa siok mcm d IP sap IP ada giant..hahaha...tp ok jg la..yg penting selesa blg org...

well,thats all for today...c u around... =)

meaning of my names~

2010-08-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

stress2 memikirkan hal e-world..trus on9 fb..jumpa link ne dri nini..lawak..mcm membodek pun ada jg..hahaha..so i try my names la..1st joan n 2nd my confirmation name, francisca...middle name sa blm ada definition dia lg kunun..haha..so lets check it out~

my full name is joan anthonia baraham @ gilbert..

my 1st name, Joan..

Joan:

- stylish, fun, beautiful, sexy woman with a gorgeous, killer smile. -ok... XD

- Witty and sharp-tongued when necessary. - yup..true..

- has a strong character and is extremely charming. - hahaha...

- possesses many talents and is culturally aware. - yup..still true...

- Men love Joan. - HAHAHAHAHA....paling sa suka...

- Sure, she's broken a few hearts, but she does so with grace. - this is true...

- widely adored and has many loyal and awesome female friends. -ya ne..

- however, dumb, bitchy girls tend to seethe with jealousy in her presence or at the very mention of her name, even if they've never met Joan.- yaka?baha.....

- Men denied by her have also been known to become catty and a little psycho. - x taw pla...uhuk3..

my 2nd name havent defined yet dlm link ne... =.='

my confirmation name, francisca..

Francisca:

- the hottest girl in the world.- wewwitt~~ hot2!! pssss~~~~

- usually has gorgeous brown hair and captivating dark eyes. - aik...ngam2 pla ne..

- probably the best looking girl you will ever see. - hahahaha..(buat gaya shin can)

like it..membodek ja link ne...wakakakaka....

try it..n have fun playing with ur name..hehehe

www.urbandictionary.com

for my man...

2010-08-12T22:48:00.000-07:00

to, my dear syg..

syg, i miss u...i miss u soooooooooo much.....

darl,when can we meet?

i miss ur smile..

ur hair..

ur arms...

ur laugh..

ur kisses..

ur hugs..

i once ask u..do u luv me syg?

u replied "from the bottom of my heart, of course i luv u so much..."

i nearly cry when u said it..thats my man..

its been 2 years 6 months and 6 days since we are together...

luv all the memories syg..

thanx for being my man.. =)

i miss everything about u.. T_T

its hard...but i have to be strong for us...

darl...i miss u..n i luv u so much....

my dear alexandria..

mmuah.. =)

lots of luv, ur dear joan..

in love so deep~

2010-08-06T04:55:00.000-07:00

song by Charice (2 thumbs up!!)
luv this song..the real thing for me n my syg..
dear alexandria, u’re the first one who has touch me,so deep inside..maybe deeper as the sky and deep as a kiss..
miss u my syg..

enjoy the lyrics..

No war can destroy us

No news is gonna bring us down

Na-oh Na-oh Na-oh oh oh

No recession gonna break us

Because what our love we’re bound

Na-oh Na-oh Na-oh oh oh

No lies can affect us

No fools can tear us apart

Na-oh-oohh

Is this for me, for me to keep?

I am for you, in love so deep

This is for you, for you to keep

Are you for me? In love so deep

So in lo-ve

I’m so in lo-ve

In love so deep

No words can divide us

No rivers gonna run between

Na-oh Na-oh Na-oh oh oh

Nobody’s gonna sway us

We was gonna change our dream

Na-oh Na-oh Na-oh oh oh

This ring is a circle

I’m broken but never ever ends

Na-oh-oohh

Is this for me, for me to keep?

I am for you, in love so deep

This is for you, for you to keep

Are you for me? In love so deep

So in lo-ve

I’m so in lo-ve

In love so deep

So in lo-ve (So in love)

I’m so in lo-ve (So in love)

I’m so in lo-ve

In love

How can I find you

In this world so wide

You’re the first one who has touch me

So deep inside

Maybe deeper as the sky and

Deep as a kiss

I never imagine as deep as this

Na-oh-oohh Na-oh-oohh

Is this for me, for me to keep?

I am for you, in love so deep

Watch over for me while I’m asleep

I am for you, in love so deep

So in lo-ve

I’m so in lo-ve

I’m so in lo-ve (oohh)

In love so deep

So in lo-ve (oohh)

I’m so in lo-ve (oohh)

I’m so in lo-ve

In love so deep

ooohhh

In love so deep

So in lo-ve

I’m so in lo-ve

In love so deep

So in lo-ve

I’m so in lo-ve

E-WORLD 6 (PC-FAIR @ UMS) 2010

2010-08-03T01:50:00.000-07:00

Date: 26th - 28th August 2010
Time: 9am - 8pm
Venue: Dewan Canselor, UMS

We have:
--> Electronics equipment at lower price (pc equipment, handphones, cameras, etc)
--> Sudoku n rubiks cube game (open to public)
--> lucky draw (open to public)
--> robocon exhibition
--> dota tournament (UMS student only)

Hey...its open to public..and free entrance too~ =)

COME N SUPPORT US..THE FUTURE OF MALAYSIA!!

FOR MORE INFO, PLS CONTACT: HANIF (0135370846), UMAR (0132503517)

..TECHNOLOGY IN DEMAND..

busy + kering + menumpang + rindu

2010-08-02T01:35:00.000-07:00

hidup still go on biarpun merempat...juz x sng ati mo bt krja if tggl menumpang...takut2..x selesa...mind pula asyik memikirkan byk kerja2 yg x siap lagi..ntah bila la mo siap 2..mcm sijil kaamatan 2...pesta kaamatan 9 mo mula suda,tp sijil utk pesta kaamatan 8 blm print lagi...bukan sgja sa x mo bt...sa mo tp if everything budget sa mo tanggung dulu...adui..mmpus la..suda la duit biasiswa blm masuk2 lg..pa mcm mo bli paper sijil n refill ink...skrg ne pun dlm bank tggl rm130+ lg...next month bru kakak bank in...mo minta malu pla...aiyoo...huhuhu...knapa la hep bt mcm ne last minit...sgt2 menyusahkan....kepada semua ajk2 pesta kaamatan 8..so sory bout sijil yg lambat...sa sndiri pun sgt2 bz skrg..hrp2 tenang semua...n sory jg pada matz...sa karingggg suda...huhuhu...

dlm bz2 gni pun..teringat pada my dear bf,alexandria...i miss my dear syg..havent meet him since june...its august now...huhuhu...i miss him sooooo much...susah btl laba mo jmpa sinta sa 2...atuiii...

keep thinking bila result rayuan hostel kuar...bila duit biasiswa kna bank in...bikin panas....should i say DAMN?i can spell it very well..

lots of luv 2 my followers...mmmuaxx..

e-world lagi...

2010-07-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

musim baru untuk e-world kini kembali..season 6 suda tahun ini..aiseh..mcm crita series pla kan...

well,thun ini lagi terasa bznya..because sa telah dinaikkan pangkat ke setiausaha e-world 6...gaji x naik, tp bilangan surat yg mo ditaip naik....

mata suda penat roll2 atas bwh kiri kanan mengcheck surat2 dari ketua unit..belum cukup jari2 yg penat menaip surat, otak yg memerah ayat2 cinta mo kc msuk dlm surat n kaki yang melangkah mengejar timbalan dekan sst...luckily ada assistant sa, dette yg tlg buat part minit msyuarat...kalo x...pengsan katak sa..huhuhuhu...

teringat kisah 1st time join e-world...tme 2 sa 1st year..join jd ajk keselamatan e-world 4...dgn senior2 yg skrg suda jd super senior kmi...then 2nd time sa jd ajk publisiti utk e-world 5...then now e-world 6..sa jd setiausaha la kunun...hehehe...mmg skrg trasa la kesibukan..sana sini tiap2 hari mesti ada topic e-world akan muncul either kicik ka..basal ka...penat tp this is wat we call exposure ...someday bila suda kerja,kita akan berterima kasih atas pengalaman ini...tia pcaya?tggu ja kmu..hehehe..

btw, org2 UMS..org2 Sabah...dtgla ramai2 ke PESTA KOMPUTER UMS E-WORLD 6 2010 pada 26hb,27hb & 28hb 2010, jam 9am hingga 8pm, bertempat di DEWAN CANSELOR, UMS..

detail selanjutnya akan sa kc kabar2 lg pasne k...
mata suda ngantuk...blakang suda sakit...jari suda penat..
mari tidur~~

i have DERMATOGRAPHIA...

2010-07-29T19:55:00.000-07:00

its been a long time i've searched what is happening to my skin..it happened to most of my family (even my big family..)..finally..i found this...

hey...i have..err...DERMATOGRAPHIA?

SOURCE:WWW.MAYOCLINIC.COM
Dermatographia is a condition in which lightly scratching your skin causes raised, red lines where you've scratched. It's not serious, but it can be uncomfortable. In dermatographia, your skin cells are overly sensitive to minor injury, such as scratching or pressing on your skin. Signs and symptoms of dermatographia include redness, itching and swelling similar to hives.

In most cases, dermatographia symptoms go away in a short time without treatment. But if symptoms are severe or bothersome, your doctor may suggest taking antihistamines. Simple self-care measures also can help you manage dermatographia.

Other than raised red lines on your skin, dermatographia often causes no problems. In some people, however, scratching or rubbing the skin may cause uncomfortable irritation.

Signs and symptoms of dermatographia may include:

--> Raised red lines
--> Swelling
--> Inflammation
--> Hive-like welts
--> Itching
Simple things can trigger symptoms of dermatographia. For example, rubbing from your clothes or bedsheets may irritate your skin. Cold, heat, pressure, sunlight and emotion also can trigger dermatographia.

You may notice symptoms of dermatographia within a few minutes of your skin being rubbed or scratched. The symptoms may last 30 minutes to a couple of hours, but typically begin to diminish within 15 minutes after the irritation to your skin ends. Rarely, dermatographia develops slowly and lasts several hours to several days and causes burning and pain.

The condition itself can last for months or years.

When to see a doctor?
See your doctor if you have signs of dermatographia, such as skin redness and swelling, that recur frequently or don't go away on their own. If your symptoms are severe and very uncomfortable, you may need treatment. (luckily, mine still ok..i think...)

causes?
The exact cause of dermatographia isn't clear. It may be caused by an allergic response, yet no specific allergen has been identified.

factors?
Factors that may increase your risk of dermatographia include:

--> Age. Dermatographia can occur at any age, but it tends to be more common in young adults in their 20s and 30s.
--> Other skin conditions. If you have other skin conditions, such as dry skin or dermatitis, you may be more susceptible to dermatographia. Any skin condition that causes a frequent urge to scratch may increase your risk.
--> Allergies. If you have a history of allergies, you may be more prone to developing dermatographia. The same immune system response that causes other allergies may also cause dermatographia.
--> Heredity. As with other allergies, dermatographia may run in families. (i think this is how i got this thing...)

Dermatographia generally is harmless. It leaves no lasting marks and often causes only minor symptoms. (THANK GOD..)

BUT..somehow i also find sumthing interesting about this skin disease while i goole-ing for it....check it out... =)

Ariana suffers from dermatographia, a skin disorder that affects up to 5% of the population. But instead of hiding her skin disorder, which is what most people do, she has found a most unique way of dealing with it. She ‘paints’ with her dermatographia.
Dermatographia (‘writing on the skin’) causes any scratched or rubbed skin to become reddened and raised. It looks and feels a lot like hives. And just like hives, the redness, itchiness, and swelling disappears, usually within 30 minutes.
Instead of wishing these raised and reddened areas away, Ariana activitly encourages them with the blunt end of a knitting needle. Her skin as a canvas, she creates interesting designs and patterns.
Ariana, who has a MFA in Photography from the University of Washington, then photographs these artistic creations before they disappear. Some photographs become prints, others are enlarged and become wallpaper.
Talk about utilizing your resources and minimizing your outlay. There is no money spent on paint and the canvas is reusable. It’s ingenious, creative, and apparently selling well. In fact, some of her art has sold for nearly $4,500.

ermm..ble jg pla bt untung ne...hehehehe....
apa2 pun....thanks God....penyakit ini tidak membahayakan nyawa sa... =)

more info: www.mayoclinic.com
www.blisstree.com

terkejut~~

2010-07-27T04:27:00.000-07:00

hi all..
just want to say a few words here...
terkejut (shocked)..thats what i feel around these few days..i received a very shocking news as i wander around fb..i somehow learned that love is not about time..it is about trust..just like sabahan people said "kawan@kapel lama2 pun teda guna jg kalo masi nda pcaya.."

this news made me think..hey,what the heck is going on?i really dont know understand..i dont know how should i feel for this news..either sad or happy?honestly,i dont know..huuhu..
i was shocked that suddenly i saw my cousins's engagement photos at his fb...why am i shocked?he didnt tell any of us!wah..well,thats the 1st point..2nd point, i thought that he would choose H (they dated since sekolah menengah)..instead he suddenly engaged with V?i remember how he told me about his future plan with H..he plan to masuk meminang her after she finished her study...and so many more..but after a long time i didnt hear anything from him, he suddenly popped out at fb with his engagement photos..he already engaged, not to H who he always talking about..but V which i really dont have any clue about...

That makes me think real~~~ deeply..love is really unpredictable..no matter how long u dated,no matter what plan u arranged for u n ur partner, theres always hard time..which test ur relationship..at the end,there is only 2 consequences..either they keep on going, or just like my cousin's..break up leaving each other's heart broken...i somehow know the cut is very,very,very deep...must be a real deal for them..i've red somewhere that this is about trusting each other..but i dont want 2 know why they are not together anymore or since when or whatever..n i just..well..shocked...

i somehow know that something will happen between me n my bf, alexandria (this is the 1st time i type his name in my blog..for some reason,i have to keep our relationship remain silently..but now,i just dont care anymore..)at the future..either we win..or we lose..we working on our part to keep our relationship strong and full of love...the rest?well, let just say,the time will choose it...its too complicated when love interferes with family tradition..thats all i can say...

Whatever it is,
For my cousin, her fiance and her ex (which is my friend too)...for whatever comes in your way in the future,remember that everything happens for a reason...

somehow,i know i have to hold tight to these words too someday..
TRUE LOVE ALWAYS WIN...IF ITS NOT, THEN EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON...
but i really dont know whether i can do it or not...
different people...different level...

see u at the next post..

jalan2 weekend~~

2010-07-18T08:21:00.000-07:00

vroom~~ hehehe...
hi..sa bru ja balik dri ranau..with poly,vina,kyrun,emma n mira...so tiring..but fun..muahahaha..
we strt our journey from ip to ranau...smpai d tgh jalan kami brnti jap ambl pmandangan yg ada bckground gunung kinabalu..pandai btapuk ba 2 gunung kdg2..nasib jg la kmi sempat bgambar..hehehe...

spanjang pjalanan p ranau..i was fascinated by all the views around me...its breathtaking!! lama ba x p ranau...muahaha...dlm hati kecil ku berkata..adui,kalo ada nikon d-3000 pun cukup la ne... XD
smpai d kundasang..(sajuk owh..)..mata2 kami suda mengaim buah2an d gerai2 tepi jalan..hahaha...tp kin takut owh jalan sana skrg..tanah runtuh d tepi jalan..mendap ka pa sa pun x taw..so jalan raya dia agak terturun sket la..so sepa2 yg mo p ranau skrg ne..hati2 la k..
smpai d ranau..smua pun suda bebunyi2 perut...trun ja dri kreta sewa trus kmi p cari kdai makan...fuh-yo ow 2 kdai yg kmi p makan...sdap n byk..harga pun x mahal...hehehe..then jumpa yati n gee (dorg tggu kami sdia d ranau)..trus chow p poring...lalalala~~
smpai poring..pa lagi..kalo kmu p sana pa kmu bt?of course la p mandi kan...hehehe...kmi p tkar bju then trus off p air terjun kipungit..wah..another breathtaking view..hehehe..punya sajuk air dia..mcm ais ja..n sa x brani tenggelamkan diri sa dlm 2...sajuk bos~~

sajuk2 2..trus p sana d kulam2 yg panas...wah..skali jmpa air panas mmg syok la kalo tme sejuk2...yg lucunya...poly n vina igt tpt mandi yg air panas mendidih2 2..hahahaha...yg sandinya..siok2 mandi tiba2 tempis keliling ne..laa..ujan ba pla...pa lg..sajuk2 mmg x mo kluar dri air panas la jwbnya...hehehe...
jam 3 gtu kmi kuar dri poring..trus off p pekan ranau...cari hotel utk bmalam..untung kami jmpa yg murah sap skrg peak season..ramai tourist dtg...hehehe..mlm 2 smua terlentang tdur...pnat ba..hahaha...

pagi dia kunun..kmi p breakfast dlu..then cri kreta utk balik kk..runding pya runding,uncle 2 stuju untk bwa kami (6org)masuk p mesilau,singgah kundasang n balik kk dgn harga rm250..kira murah 2 coz dia ckp slalunya kalo masuk p mesilau 1 org rm70..kira la brapa..(rm70x6)+(rm16x6)=harga sepatutnya...
smpai mesilau..yup..u've guessed it..another breathtaking view..hehehe..cantik n sejuk..haha..kmi p tgk padang golf diraja..then brenti tepi sungai yg ada batu2 besar..where spoil sikit sap slipar sa putus d sana..hahaha..nasib mira ada bwa slipar lebih...tq mira~~ then p tgk ladang lembu (trip2 new zealand)..tp kasian sap blum buka lg tme kmi p...huhu..tiapa..nxt tme ble lg... =)

nek dari mesilau..kmi singgah p war memorial d kundasang...erm..taman dia cntik ow..lalalala...byk bunga2 yg lawa n hiasan2 smua..sa sempat beli benih bunga2 yg kna tanam sana...suruh mami sa tanam d rumah nnt...hahahaha...after that..kami shopping saaaana gerai2 sayur n buah2...ba pa lg...segala buah2 kami pajak...sa bli la kunun carrot ne..bilang mo makan..wah..jd rabbit ne sa..muahaha..kenyang beb makan buah..hahaha...after abis beli2..kami pun balik la p ip...dlam pjalanan smua x brenti ktawa..pa x..ada polly tukang bt lawak...dia brenti bt lawak tme dia pening ja..2 pun bgun2 ja trus bt lawak..apaka polly...hahaha...

smpai ja ip..trus panas...haih..kalo la ble tapau sejuk 2 masuk beg kan...hahahaha..
ba thats all...here is the bonus la..gmbr picwork from a.j (acronym of my bf n me)..x jg lawa btl tp ok la jg...for now wat i do is only photo enhancement..im still in the process of learning...k la..c u at d next post..tata~~

cerita d rumah time cuti~~

2010-07-16T04:54:00.000-07:00

hi all...i juz updated my blog...as u can see..hahaha..simple one only n im still working on it...mo kc bekilat2 lg kalo ble..hohoho...

so..now sa (fyi:this is sabahan short word for saya a.k.a me) bru abis cuti..n starts my new sem here in UMS (im in my final year now!!yeah~~ XD)..looks like its been 2 years now..congratz 2 all my coursemate..we made it from being freshies(1st yera),sophomore(2nd year) n continue our junior year(3rd year)...hopefully ada yg akan jd senior nnt in FE.. (correct term for senior is 7th sem keatas..so kita mc junior la...)

ok back 2 my story...balik ja ip(our hostel), trus sa kna ckp bulat..muahahaha..apa x..d rumah makan ja (saja) krja..dah xda mo (mau) bt kan..hehehe..syok ba d rumah kan?ble masak apa ja ko mo (kau mau) makan...hehehe...so, i sit at home..mostly d dapur..hahaha..bukan apa..jd chef ba sa d rumah...cooking everything yg my family request..wah~~ nasib sa x minta gaji kan..hehehe..favret dorg kmu mo taw apa?ne la dia..sa pun x taw pa nama dia yg btul2..jd sa kc nama gni ja la..Kari Ikan Asam Pedas..hahaha..dish ne i learn from my aunty..which i do some improvement la yg sa blajar from my mummy..well,this is how i cook my family's favret dish..

Bahan2 dia...

bawang merah, bawang putih, serai, halia, kunyit

ikan (of course la kan..)

bunga lawang, kulit kayu manis

air asam jawa

serbuk kari (tips:mix serbuk kari ikan n serbuk kari ayam..rasa kari akan lebih balance..x pcya cuba la..)

santan

garam,gula n serbuk perasa (sa slalu guna ajinomoto..hehe)

smua bahan2 ne kuantiti dia kna tgk kuantiti ikan la k..pndai2 la main agak2..=)

1stly..tumbuk bawang merah, bawang putih, serai, halia n kunyit smpai jd mcm ne...kalo blender ble jg..tp x best..hehehe...

2ndly..sdiakan kuah kari..cara dia...mix serbuk kari ke air asam jawa...oleh sebab nama kari ne ada asam pedas..lebihkan asam sikit..mixture dia msti pekat la..bru kick..sadap org sabah bilang...

3rdly..prepare santan...ble guna either fresh or packet pya...

4thly..start by heating some oil..n then goreng bunga lawang n kulit kayu manis..jan sampai hangus...dlm beberapa saat ja la...

then...masuk bahan2 yg kna tumbuk td 2...goreng smpai naik bau.. (tips:time tumis bawang ne, letak garam sikit dlm 3cubit gtu...by this way, rasa bawang 2 akan keluar..masakan tmbah sedap.. -thanks to kylie kwong..rajin2 la tgk afc channel..hehehe..)

agak2 suda garing bahan2 td 2 (once again,jgn smpai hangus)..masuk mixture kari n asam jawa td 2...then goreng smpai dia pekat2 gni..tme ne wangi dia mmg fuh-yoo la...hehe..

then..dah garing2 gtu, tmbah air sket...jan byk..nnt cair kari 2...pas2 masuk garam, serbuk prasa n gula...secukup rasa..then santan...tggu mendidih jap..after that..rasa2 dlu manis,masin,asam,pedas dia...if mo ikut resipi ne, asam kena lebih sket ya..if x akan jd kari jg la...hahaha...kalo ada kurang, tmbah la smpai cukup rasa smua.. (tips: if terlalu pedas, tmbah gula smpai ngam..bukan tambah asam..pelik lidah kmu nnt...)

time ne kita dah siap masak kuah dia...rasa mmg plain sikit..sebab?hehehe..watak utama blm masuk..hehehe...x ble masuk ikan awal2..nnt pandai ilang 2 ikan 2...(hancur la..)..done the kuah bru masuk ikan...hehe..dah msuk.gaur plan2..then biar smpai mendidih sikit..jgn mendidih sgt..ilang ikan kmu nnt..

suda mendidih?ba, test lg..if ngam 1st stage kc rasa...time ne kari asam pedas suda fuh-yoo la...hehe..kalo x ngam tmbah la mana2 yg patut..kalo d rumah,ne la tukang rasa sa...my lil' bro..comment?tgk la gambar 2..muahahaha...

dah mendidih..ba masak suda la 2...ble makan suda..hehehehe...

should be ne kari ada masam sikit n kuah yg pekat..ble makan dgn bread or roti canai..hahaha...if sa masak ne..kmu taw apa yg dulu habis?kuah dia la...kaw2 org blg..hahaha...my family love this so much...kalo ble tiap2 minggu makan ne..tp mana ble hri2 jg kan..kolestrol kna jaga2 beb..hehehe...

beside kari ikan asam pedas ne..sa jg disuruh masak pudding..penuh icebox 2 oleh sa..

bah..thats all la for 2day..after this i'll post some more...if ada mo try recipe ne..feel free la k...hehehe..tata~~

Everything new~~

2010-07-16T03:21:00.000-07:00

1. New Sem (5th sem, 3rd year..)
2. New Blog layout (simple one only..im still working on it...)
3. New stories (coming up ahead...)

Check out my blog... =)

atuiiii..... XD

2010-04-01T18:54:00.001-07:00

wat??i hvnt write any entries in my blog since nov 10 2009?atuiii...huiyooo...bangas suda the sabahan said...hehe...sorry 2 my followers...been busy for all this time..i got time to write this entries pun bcoz cuti Good Friday...huhuhu..

so...latest stories?
1st..27mac 2010,FE Dinner Nite at Promenade Hotel..bah,kalo sa yg post,sepa lg pgarah kan..me la..minta puji skijap..hehehe...2 days before that suda start busy..setting up here n there 2 make sure everything is perfect for the guests.....a big thanks to all of my AJK who really help me a lot...thanks soooo much...luv u all!! XD

2nd..mini projects!!hahaha..too many things to do...weeehheeee~~~ good to have friends yg sggup susah bersama menyiapkan assignments...gambateh!! here are some pics of u guys....~~

3rd..mimpian jadi..lagi!! bengkel takwim hari 2...wuuhuuu...syok ba..relax n x skema...penat menunggu ja la..hahahahaha...

4th...E-WORLD6 is coming soon...watch for it guys!! XD ne gmbr2 kmi tgh meeting..poster coming soon akan kluar x lama lg..credits to umar faruk...wooohooo~~

5th..Happy Good Friday Everyone...Feel blessed today for Jesus Christ died bcoz of our sins...bertaubat la kmu sebelum btambah teruk...(yet,i cant go 2 church...)huhuhuhu....

6th...feel hard 2 close my eyes last nite..so i edited this pics...final touch by my cousin vivie...so...wat do u think?hey..i'm still learning...n i luv it!! XD

thats all...c u on the next post.. =)

The power of Three-Word Phrases..

2009-11-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

Three-Word Phrases can be tools to help develop every relationship. There are many things that you can do to strengthen your relationships. Often the most effective thing you can do involves saying just three words.

When spoken sincerely, these statements often have the power to develop new friendships, deepen old ones and even bring healing to relationships that have soured.

The following three-word phrases can be tools to help develop every relationship.

Let me help:
Good friends see a need and then try to fill it. When they see a hurt they do what they can to heal it. Without being asked, they jump in and help out.

I understand you:
People become closer and enjoy each other more when the other person accepts and understands them. Letting your spouse know - in so many little ways - that you understand them, is one of the most powerful tools for healing your relationship. And this can apply to any relationship.

I respect you:
Respect is another way of showing love. Respect demonstrates that another person is a true equal. If you talk to your children as if they were adults you will strengthen the bonds and become closer friends. This applies to all interpersonal relationships.

I miss you:
Perhaps more marriages could be saved and strengthened if couples simply and sincerely said to each other "I miss you." This powerful affirmation tells partners they are wanted, needed, desired and loved. Consider how important you would feel, if you received an unexpected phone call from your spouse in the middle of your workday, just to say "I miss you."

Maybe you're right:
This phrase is very effective in diffusing an argument. The implication when you say "maybe you're right" is the humility of admitting, "maybe I'm wrong". Let's face it. When you have an argument with someone, all you normally do is solidify the other person's point of view. They, or you, will not likely change their position and you run the risk of seriously damaging the relationship between you. Saying "maybe you're right" can open the door to explore the subject more. You may then have the opportunity to express your view in a way that is understandable to the other person.

Please forgive me:
Many broken relationships could be restored and healed if people would admit their mistakes and ask for forgiveness. All of us are vulnerable to faults, foibles and failures. A man should never be ashamed to own up that he has been in the wrong, which is saying, in other words, that he is wiser today than he was yesterday.

I thank you:
Gratitude is an exquisite form of courtesy. People who enjoy the companionship of good, close friends are those who don't take daily courtesies for granted. They are quick to thank their friends for their many expressions of kindness. On the other hand, people whose circle of friends is severely constricted often do not have the attitude of gratitude.

Count on me:
A friend is one who walks in when others walk out. Loyalty is an essential ingredient for true friendship. It is the emotional glue that bonds people. Those that are rich in their relationships tend to be steady and true friends. When troubles come, a good friend is there - indicating "you can count on me."

I'll be there:
If you have ever had to call a friend in the middle of the night, to take a sick child to hospital, or when your car has broken down some miles from home, you will know how good it feels to hear the phrase "I'll be there." Being there for another person is the greatest gift we can give. When we are truly present for other people, important things happen to them and us. We are renewed in love and friendship. We are restored emotionally and spiritually. Being there is at the very core of civility.

Go for it:
We are all unique individuals. Don't try to get your friends to conform to your ideals. Support them in pursuing their interests, no matter how far out they seem to you. God has given everyone dreams, dreams that are unique to that person only. Support and encourage your friends to follow their dreams. Tell them to "go for it."

I love you:
Perhaps the most important three words that you can say. Telling someone that you truly love them satisfies a person's deepest emotional needs - the need to belong, to feel appreciated and to be wanted. Your spouse, your children, your friends and you, all need to hear those three little words: "I love you." Love is a choice. You can love even when the feeling is gone.

--- Author Unknown --- Submitted by Arvinder Singh Arora ---

P/s:friends..on9 isn't only about blogging, updating your facebook,playing games or chatting..internet does hv more info than we know..n sometimes that info could save our days..just as this story..
find out more inspirational stories at www.motivateus.com.

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wat the.....

2009-11-03T14:30:00.001-08:00

once again..i started my post with DAMN!!wtf with this 3g line haa..btl2 cam chipsmore owh..ish...once it was 3g then after connect it change to gprs..apakah?so lambat ow..cam s*** ja..!!

huhu..cool down girl...
today im having my 1st paper..digital electronics..it kinda hard..all the questions quite hard..i almost cannot answer it all..but after all work hard trying to extract my brain..i finally came out with some answers in my brain..i hope some of it are true..hihihi..

my next paper would be on 11th nov..thermodynamics..this little thing..i dont know...some parts are really easy..but some parts are veeeeeeeeeery hard..gonna crack my brain on this..hahaha..

emotion..well..as usual..i miss him..imagine not seeing your love one for about 11months..nearly 1 year...how do you feel inside?

and as im talking about emotion here...i wonder..
when this 3g line become stable?huh..i'm sick of it..i promised to chat wif my cyg tonight..12am..but now its 12.30am..and line is still jealous of us..wtf...

Battlefield

2009-10-29T05:29:00.000-07:00

exam approaching..but i still cannot concentrate 100%...each word reminds me of him..each formula reminds me of our forbidden love..i wish i can find a formula to solve our love thing..its sweet..yet hurtful..very complicated one..huhuhuhu..
juz like jordin sparks' song BATTLEFIELD..once the lyrics said..why does love always feel like a battlefield?it's a very hurtful fact..
I never meant to start any war..especially to all of u..its not clear for me..what are we fighting for?both of us didn't do any wrong..as far as i know...shot me..kill me..eat me..do what ever u all want..i'll love him till the end of time!!!
U all think i'm scared?u all think i'm going to run away just like that?the answer is no!!both of us will stand still..together..try harder to separate us..our love will grow even stronger!!
I guess you better go and get your armor now..we gonna fight till the end!!!

Chipsmore, work + study , n emotion..hohoho....

2009-10-25T21:42:00.000-07:00

Damn!!!!Should I start my post today with this word?haha..i think I should..this 3G line is making me sick..mcm chipsmore ba..now u see me..now u don’t..haha..so I decided (actually terpaksa..) to keep doing my offline blogging..haha..

Study week is here now..this time, I hv to study for 8 subject..plus 1 more assignment to do..hahaha..i told u earlier girl..procrastinating isn’t good for your health..bru skrg mo myesal la..huhu..nasib ada jg kwn2 yg belum hntr..mula pun blm maybe..our assignment is about finding the velocity of a satellite by using vector method..then we hv to find its orbital position..then we have to find how long it will stay up there..fuh..such a gila pya work to do…but I have to finish it and send it to Prof Jedol before the end of study week..ding dong..neno3!! (alert..)

That is about my study..i think I can cope it..hopefully..

Now its about my heart..emotion..do u ever miss someone so much until u feel that u cant bear it anymore?well..thats what inside of me now..since January until now, we only seen each other..well I can say..15 minutes in total?imagine..thats what happen in a forbidden love (I cant explain to you why it is forbidden..its too complicated)..but we already decided to live like this..so just keep it going on..it took just a minute to fall in love (well..in our case its 1 year..), but to forget someone we love, it’ll takes forever..(in our case, I’ll say..never..)..no one could understand how much we love each other..they tried to separate us before, but look dear..we still together..n still holding on..much stronger!!some said we couldn’t make it..but as long as I believe..nothing on earth could some between us..try la klau x pcaya..pls la ya..tgk org la sket..mo cabar sa?come la..igt sa takut??eeelllllehhhhhhhhhhhh....XD ada jg la beberapa kwn yg fhm..they said just be patient..God will make a way..dont give up..thnks to all of them..they really understand what love is…But truly..i miss him so much..i want to meet him so bad...plzzz..phone is really not enough for me..i want to hug him..feel his heartbeat..hold his hands..touch his hair..kiss him..he always said the same thing to me..and everytime he said that..all I can do is pretending he is joking..but inside of me..sayu dgr dia ckp gtu..every after calls, I’ll cry to sleep..sgja x nangis tme call..dnt want to show him ba..big girls don’t cry..hey,im 21 already wat!!haha..I mean in front of people..hehe...

Well..thats all for now..i say to much already..i’ll keep continuing my offline blogging…until the darn celcom 3G line nda mcm chipsmore lg..kin panas ja...ok..daa…

Birthday Post.. XD

2009-10-25T21:28:00.001-07:00

I write this on 23rd Oct 2009..its my 21st b’day..yihaa!!! XD but I cant post it straight away becoz i hvnt reload my broadband yet..cek fb pun guna hp kwn ja..huhu..time kering bah..well, I really hv a blast on this day..firstly, its during the class, all my course mates sang me hppy b’day song..wow..thnx to all..i luv u all sooooo much..hehe..and after class, steven kong blanja ice cream pla..haha..bestnya mkn ice cream free..haha..then after that, me n my friends, polly, vina, umar n sahril went to 1B..we eat together (thanks to polly for the meal – she treat us), we watch movie together (thanks to umar – he treat us..watching ‘Cloudy a chance of a meatball’-funny story..) n we play bowling (thanks to vina and umar – they treat us)..that was..u know wat..bahagia pla idup if people treat us all day long..kan?haha..wat a life!!hahaha…

Since this 12.00am of 23rd Oct, I realize that I am now an adult..(I cant believe I’m nearly crying while im typing this!!hahaha)..in Malay we called it ‘dewasa’..i waited so long to reach this age..finally…21!!haha..we all know that 21 means freedom..hehe..but it doesn’t mean I can do anything I want aa..so funny when every wishes, especially from family saying ‘happy b’day girl!!(girl is my nickname at home..)..boleh kawin suda ne’..haha..that was so funny..u know wat my sister wish 2 me?’happy b’day girl!!nnt sa beli kendadu(padlock),mami simpan kunci dalam kaban(bilik kebal)…’then I reply her ‘ko suda welding spender besi sa ka?’hahaha!!!u can see how dangerous 21 could be if I didn’t control my freedom..hahaha…so funny la being 21..yet I still feel hebat..hahaha..apa la kunun..

Dear all my families..my friends..thanks for all the wishes (esp in facebook..wow..56 notifications for my bday..luv it!! XD)..n thanks for all the presents..i luv it all and I luv u all so much too..no one can replace each one of u in my heart..never!! =)..to my syg..thnks for the wish cyg..he is so funny..always want to be the one who wish me first..but he lose by his cousin la this time..awal2 lg kazen dia uda dlu2 wish sa..haha..its ok cyg..as long as u remember me..(he’s soooooo romantic..ahhh…I luv it… XD)I luv u no matter what happen…hopefully we can be together..forever… =)

I really don’t want this day to end..i feel sooooo happy today..every wishes..every treat (hihihihi…)..i really love it..this was the best b’day I ever had.. XD
But life must go on….

Hahaha..lmanya tak post crita...

2009-10-05T05:14:00.000-07:00

yuhuuu...how are u bloggers...so sorry i didnt post any story recently..im too busy wif all my assignments..our course activities...well..its hard to be me..wat can i say..hahaha..

well..i post some of my story for the last..i dnt know..since my last post..haha...

first, the UMS harvest festival..yah,that time was really2 busy..never been so busy like that before..plus my ketua cannot come that nite..and i hv to arrange everything about our unit..boo-hoo-hoo...all i can say..everything didnt went well..n i so damn tired!!!!but im having fun also..its sumthing that we call experience..no one can get my experience easily..kehkehkeh...

secondly, juz after the harvest festival ended, i received a very good news from daddy..haha..this is sooooo goood for a student...i got scholarship..yay!!but now i hv 2 cancel my PTPTN n pay their money back..n that was the hardest part..but nevermind..as long as i get enough pocket money to keep surviving in this killing uni-life..wakaka..

thirdly, we hv a subject in our uni which we need to form a company and do business..bah..firstly i really dnt know wat 2 sell..then one of the executive (wah..) suggested that we are going to sell badge..FE badge..wah..our coordinator said the risk is too high..we may not get our modals back..haha..we dont think so..as a result..hihi..plus the profit from 2days we open our stall at ppib expo...we gain more than 60% profit from our starting modal!!!haha....sir alvie...we can give u more than snack plate now..kehkehkeh.....we decided to keep our business going on and on even this subject is already done..ka-ching!!! $.$

fourthly, 4th Oct 2009..we hv our family day at Mimpian Jadi Resort, Tuaran..it was a blast!!n im having sooo much fun!!hahaha...eventhough we are so tired n busy during the whole weekdays, we still can make it..haha..we play..we laugh..we share..all i can say..that was a blast FE!!!ya..although i really sad by some of the junior's bad behaviour...to all my juniors..this is wat i can say...RESPECTING EACH OTHER IS REALLY IMPORTANT...all the best to u all..

well..now at UMS, we hv our Tamu Gadang for 11th Convo..come n see..lots of people said that the thing that they sell there are really expensive..i dont think so..the price is quite cheap..u can ask for discount also..so come n see..its open from 5th oct until 13th oct..

To all the seniors..i wish u good luck..and congratz bcoz all of u get wat u all dream about..ur own degree!!!hehehe..

Right now..im craving for Nikon D60..my new passion..hehe..anyone got any price information about this DSLR camera?i plan to buy it after i got my scholarship money...i want to earn some income and support my study by using that camera..i mean im going to be a part-time photographer..im in the process of learning now..hihihi..

i think...thats all for today..i'll post again 2mrow..daa for now.. =)

LATEST NEWS!!!!!!

2009-07-09T20:06:00.000-07:00

OK..2 all ums student n sepa2 ja la..ne berita terbaru tntang program2 d ums yg open 2 public...mri2..bca!!! XD

E-World 5 (UMS PC-FAIR), 27-29 July 2009, Dewan Canselor UMS
Free entry, jualan brgn pc pada harga yg cukup rendah, dota competition (ums student only), guessing contest and so on..for more information, please call: Pengarah Bahagian Publisiti E-World 5,Lih Jiun (014-9523376)
*Open to d public also.. =)

Pesta Kaamatan Peingkat IPTA/S 2009
Free entry (except the malam kemuncak), ada gerai2 yg pasti menjual brgn2 yg menarik, unduk ngadau competition, sugandoi competition and many more competition..ada jg persembahan drp artis2 sabah yg dijemput khas..for more information, please call : Pengarah Pesta Kaamatan, Mathilda (013-8534287)
*Open to d public also.. =)

Student UMS..support la program UMS ya..bertekad cemerlang!! (wah..semangat....) XD

back 2 school baby!!!

2009-07-03T00:41:00.000-07:00

HAAAAH???!!!2ND YEAR SUDA KA PLA?? XD

hahaha..alala..pjam celik..pjam celik..msuk suda thun 2 ba pla sa kan..adoi na..ne bmakna smua akan btambah..assgnment..level study..level mata panda..hrp2 level malas n level taik mata x btambah (sap tmbah malas..jd tdur ja kja)..hrp2 la x..burrr..
yg bestnya..hihi..ada suda junior..haha..jga la kmu wahai junior2 FE sekalian!!akan ku blackmail kamu smua..haha..x ba..sa x kejam mcm 2..ehe..2 junior2 FE..welcome adik2 ku..(wah..tetiba baik ne..)..baik2 juga ba snior2 kmu ne..x jg makan urg..makan nasi jg..
well..msuk thun 2 ne..mcm2 program yg sa ikut..bukan kerana org paksa..tp sa sndiri yg mo..ececeh..syok ba..pa urg bilang..kumpul pgalaman kan..erm..lgpun sgja jg p ikut 2 utk mo kc lupa problem yg x pandai slesai ne..huhuhu...ne latest update bg event2 d ums..

EVENT : UMS 5TH E-WORLD (PC FAIR)
DATE/TIME/VENUE : 27 - 29 AUG 2009/9AM - 5PM/UMS CHANCELLOR HALL
- open 2 public..entrance is free -

EVENT : UMS HARVEST FESTIVAL (PERINGKAT IPTA/S)
DATE/TIME/VENUE : 30,31 AUG - 1 JULY 2009/UMS CHANCELLOR HALL
- open 2 public..msuk pcuma, tp utk majlis penutup (which is part yg paling best) ada tiket..murah ja..public RM7..warga ums RM5..p la..x sia2 kmu p..-

well..ne yg paling bru sa dpt...x taw kalo kna ubah lagi...2 yg open 2 public la..kalo ada pa2 mo tya pasal ne event, kmu comment ja sni bwh ne..sa jwb jg..byk lagi ne tp yg len 2 offcampus la..

this sunday mo balik ip suda..haiya..blm lg sa puas kasi abis beras sni rumah ne..byk lagi 2 beras mami sa..hahaha..at d same time, sa x sabar jg mo balik kk..dnt know why..maybe sap sa tlampau duduk d rumah diam2..xda bt pa2..myebabkan sa slalu trfikir psl problm sa..sap 2 la sa mo balik ums cpt2..mo kc busy diri kunun..bru ja td sa sain cntract jd reporter bejalan bhgian KK utk blog family...ermm..ngam la 2..kalo busy sa xda msa mo fkir yg bukan2 kan...haha..mum n dad..jan mrah aa..bukan sa x suka dduk d rumah..tp kmu fhm jg ba 2 kan..cewah....

bah..2 ja la..nnt sa crita lagi..yg pnting..
wahai junior2 ku..(beh..)..welcome 2 UMS...slamat menggugurkan rambut..eh salah..slamat memulakan perjuangan anda d menara gading..wish u all d best... =)

erm..after this i will be crazeeeee-busy..maybe i should do offline blogging like justine do..huh tine?hehe..daa!!! XD

waiting...

2009-05-28T10:25:00.000-07:00

i juz..need some space right now..i need time....
but dear..i will be right here..waiting for u...

i feel so sick..i dnt know what 2 do..i juz feel so sick.......

he said...

2009-05-25T05:13:00.000-07:00

He said no one can replace me...
Oh God..please..send someone 2 him..

Geng Kuliaks..

2009-05-24T19:37:00.000-07:00

I miss them...alice, ijam, kezai, ninin, feddy, azri, justine, faisha, nurul, kahar...

I wonder when we all can sit 2gether again..taking our meals 2gether n laugh until we collapse..hahaha..it juz so fun living a life with u guys..

my fairy tales

New Year 2012

Holiday Season~

Saya Graduan UMS! Yeah!

30Days Challenge - Day 14

ada org tag sa..hihi..

i hate my life!!

topik hangat:kata2 luahan di internet

blog behabuk! fuhhh~ fuhhh~!!

formspring.me

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dear all my readers n followers..

30Days Challenge - Day 9

photoshop!! ^^

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quick update!!!

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tida dpt buat challenge day 5~

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basic photography composition rule

new challenge is up..weeee~ XD

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photography

AI 10

OWH NO~~~

The Dedel's Adventure

FormspringMe~!!

During the Holiday (Part 2)

During the Holiday (Part 1)

homey~ ow yeah!!~

Holiday Post.. T_T

Home for Christmas..soon..

I want NEW HAIRSTYLE!!!!

God Never Leave us. ^^

The Deathly Hollow After Nuclear.

The Bag Challenge.. ^^

getting 2 know me?ba ok...

WASABER.. ^^

demon of kindness?

What if?

happy Diwali.. ^^

duhhh!!!!

only God knows....

Halloween Post.. ^^

Identity + update bangas...hohoho....

I Thank Those.....

love do hurts..

Sometimes in our lives,we all have pain..we all have sorrow..But if we are wise,we know that there's always tomorrow..Lean on me when you're not strong..and I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on..For it won't be long 'till I'm gonna need somebody to lean on...

Friendship.. (to Loretta Lynn Raynord)

i have green eyes~ ^^

where is the love?

"Sedih bila dpt tahu sesetengah org d Malaysia masih lg berfikiran sempit dan belum dapat @ tidak mahu terima 1 Malaysia yg sebenar..apalah gunanya perkataan ini dilaung2kan kalau ianya tidak dipraktikkan...betulkan jika saya salah, suatu hari nanti Malaysia mungkin tidak akan aman lagi...."

uni.apartment 2...

i fall in LUV!! ^^

update!! XD

meaning of my names~

for my man...

in love so deep~

E-WORLD 6 (PC-FAIR @ UMS) 2010

busy + kering + menumpang + rindu

e-world lagi...

i have DERMATOGRAPHIA...

terkejut~~

jalan2 weekend~~

cerita d rumah time cuti~~

Everything new~~

atuiiii..... XD

The power of Three-Word Phrases..

wat the.....

Battlefield

Chipsmore, work + study , n emotion..hohoho....

Birthday Post.. XD

Sometimes in our lives,we all have pain..we all have sorrow..
But if we are wise,we know that there's always tomorrow..
Lean on me when you're not strong..and I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on..
For it won't be long 'till I'm gonna need somebody to lean on...