Sunday, November 21, 2010

Home for Christmas..soon..

everyday im thinking about my dear2 home..
i want to go back..huhuhu...its hell in here..
luckily i have to wait no longer..bcoz 23rd Nov is my last paper..yeah!!
im soooo excited until temimpi2 ba last night..

i want to play with my anak buah, dedel...
lama tia jumpa dia suda..this holiday we all planning a trip to Poring for her.. ^^

she is cute right?hihihi..

i want to look at my anak2 rabbit..
mum said they can lumpat2 nakal...cute.. ^^

the white one already booked by my syg...he loves rabbit..

and the most excited part?

i cant wait to decorate the living room with lots of christmas deco and also of course yeah..
so funny when i went back home last 2 weeks (tgh2 NOVEMBER i think) i ask my mum
"mummy, ble pasang krismas tree suda ka?"
"ko mulau?bru bulan 11 ne..."
deh..i am so childish when it comes to christmas...hahaha...

Talking about Christmas this year....
My syg just told me that he might not come home to celebrate Christmas...
I am so sad until menangis ne td...
He ask me to pray so that he can come home..
Poor syg...he really wants to go back Sabah...
I know it is not syiok celebrate Christmas alone,lagi2 d tmpat org...
Guess that there are no other place like home kan?

Hopefully he can come home for this Christmas...
To his family,
To his friends,
To me.
awwwh~~ *praying*

Friday, November 19, 2010


ok..think im going to curl my hair a bit..A BIT only k...
but i dont know which saloon can give my hair the look yg...
* Big and Loose curl (start from my ear line and down to the tip of my hair)
* Permanent (at least 6 Months)
* Give me the correct type of curl hair i want. (Last time i curl my hair, that saloon give me the kicik2 punya curl. shit.)

Actually, what kind of curl that i want?

Nope..too tight.

Erm..nope..almost there.

Maybe this can do on my wedding day.. XD
but not for now..


And mayb if my hair is longer, it should look like this.
This type of curl is called THE BEACH HAIR..messy-big-loose-curl that i admire a lot..^^ you think saloon can do this?Big-loose-6 months permanent-curl that i want?
GIVE ME THIS HAIR!! huaaargh!! XD

God Never Leave us. ^^

My fren, Polly shared this to me in FB..its a really beautiful story and inspired me a lot..

The times when i was sad and really down, I know that God never leave me..

And this story proves that I am right..

Thanks so much God..

Footprints in the Sand

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.

Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,other times there was one only.

This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life,

when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow, or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints,

so I said to the Lord,

"You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always.

But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life,

there has only been one set of footprints in the sand.

Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,"The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, mychild, is when I carried you."

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. - Deuteronomy 31:6

U can share these beautiful words to everyone if u want..

Spread the God's Love.. ^^

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The Deathly Hollow After Nuclear.

i, after my Physics Nuclear Paper, me n my fren went to watch HP7 The Deathly Hollow at GSC 1B..hehehe...
yup..been watching HP since the Sorcerer's stone punya movie..
YAH..even im a bit old (tua ka 22th tuh), im a big fans of Harry Potter! (i admit it. XD)

A bit dissapointed bcoz i couldnt watch it in 3D (GSC didnt play the 3D version today..or memang tiada tuh?) As far as i saw..this must be REAL Syiok if we watch in in 3D...

All the characters are still hot as usual..
Yup, of course the Harry, Ron & Hermoine..

So as the other member of The Order of Pheonix..(couldnt find any pics of them together)

Gorgeous Weasly Twins..luv them.. ^^
So funny..hahaha..

And also my favourite penjaat there..Bellatrix Lestrange...
She is my favourite actress since i watch Corpse Bride and Sweeney Todd..she got this kinda dark personality..evil and beautiful at the same time...and yeah!she got great voice too.. ^^

sorry to say that when the movie starts..its kinda..biasa ja..until Bellatrix muncul..then i started "OK..this must be fun."
haha..guess im Harry Potter Bellatrix fans..
But im still hoping that Harry Potter will win the war and defeat Voldemort and the geng..

The story line quite syiok jg la..there are some parts yg lucu..ada jg yg kin sedih like part Dolby RIP..yg bikin gagar jantung..n part2 yg bikin suspen where u tgk pakai mata yg kici suda bcoz suddenly bikin takajut ne...huhuhu...
Overall, it was GOOD..
rating:4 1/2 star..
Cant wait to see the Part 2.. ^^

After watching HP7, we went eat at Apple Cafe..
Suddenly, a man come to us and show us a card..i read it and felt so touched..
u know what is written there?
He is a deaf person and trying to sell 'penggantung hp' to raise fund for their community..
He is very friendly u know? He kept smiling and ask us whether we are UMS sweet..^^
Actually i've seen him before at CP..where my brother bought one of his goods too..
I bought 1 pair of 'penggantung hp' and my fren bought 1..
We bought it because it was so beautiful and the person who sell it to us are so nice..
And he really thank us for buying it.. ^^
its IKHLAS from our heart..bukan kerana simpati, tp atas dasar kesedaran...
They are so special..God Bless u all.. ^^
later when u meet someone like this..give them support...^^

this is what i bought from him...nice eh?luv it! ^^

Its a pair one..he said(in bhsa isyarat) one is for a boy..and the other one is for a girl..a good pair!hehe...
All these times, ive been searching for something like this, but all yg sa jmpa msti ada ja yg kurang..finally, i found the most perfect one today...mcm jatuh dri langit.. ^^
i love this so much.. ^^ its for me n my syg (alex).. ^^
Tq so much to the guy...God bless u always!! ^^

Wat makes me sad after that?
He go to another meja where this pmpuan2 dduk..
He came to them and all the ladies afraid to dekat2 him..
Hey!its not like he bring some deadly diseases to u!
Im so disgusted with people yg mcm 2..they treat the handicapped people mcm they are a kind of dangerous disease yg jalan2..wat, u think u good enough to be a SEMPURNA person ka?so kesian dgn org2 yg mcm ne!
YBYAGSTHlaaaaa! <-- siou..melalut jap.

Thank God bcoz i was born with complete 5 sense...
And God..please bless them who are not..
Guide them and strengthen them... *crying*

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

getting 2 know me?ba ok...

Got this from my fren tantinny..she tag me (FB) in this notes..hahaha..quite funny..

but instead of doing this on my FB notes, i think i should share it here too..hehe..

The note goes like this (ok,this is my answers k..)....

note that bg notes2 yg gni, sa suka jwb dlm bm sabah..suka...suka..suka...

p/s: dont mind the tagging part if u do post this in ur blog.

You've been tagged (as have I), you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you, my friend.

To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "Getting to know each other!", tag 25 people including me (tagging is done in the right hand corner or bottom of this page) then click publish.

1. What time did you get up this morning?

6.00 exercise jumnastik belakang dlu b4 jalan p campus..

2. How do you like your steak?

mana2 ja...jan ja hangus...

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?

legend of the fist with dette n kebin...ui gila pndai trbang2 ba kan dia...

4. What are your favorite TV shows?

glee, thats how i met ur mother, ghost whisperer..

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?

dlm rumah tggl d mana lg?

6. What did you have for breakfast?

mee banjir with sosej...apa 2 cafe masak mee mcm kna tsunami...

7. What is your favorite cuisine?

SABAHAN CUISINE op kos...puuuunya sadap...

8. What foods do you dislike? salah...taugeh n daun salad..ewww~

9. Favorite Place to Eat? free n kalo beli pun bukan sa yg beli..hohoho..

10. Favorite salad dressings?

kalo sa ckp sa x suka mkn salad pa mcm la?

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?

beskal dikira jg ka?

12. What are your favorite clothes?

pa2 ja yg ngam sa..

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?

Paris op kos..hoho

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?

1/2 full ba..

15. Where would you want to retire? long as with my syg..wewwit~

16. Favorite time of day?

night...siok tidur sap galap...

17. Where were you born?

dispensary tenghilan, tamparuli, sabah, malaysia..

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?

itu ba...jumnastik blakang...

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?


20. Person you expect to tag you back first?

nda taw..

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?

dnt know..

22. Bird watcher?

not really..

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?

night person..

24. Pets?


25. Any new and exciting news that you'd like to share?

kijap lg sa mo excitednya... =.='

26. What did you want to be when you were little?

doctor x tercapai sap path sa p fizik...

27. What is your best childhood memory?

byk mcm mo crita sini...

28. Are you a cat or dog person?


29. Are you married?


30. Always wear your seat belt?

slalu ba...bukan utk takut pulis tp utk keselamatan...hehehe

31. Been in a car accident? x teruk la...

32. Any pet peeves?


33. Favorite pizza topping?


34. Favorite Flower?


35. Favorite ice cream?

aiskrim free.

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?

McD2 kwnku...

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?

nda pna k....

38. From whom did you get your last email?

fb la 2..

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?

FOS. hahahaha.

40. Do anything Spontaneously lately?

baru2 ne teda pla...

41. Like your job?

ahli fizik-to-be student?yup... ^^

42. Broccoli?

bole saja...

43. What was your favorite vacation?

d pulau2 kali..yg cntik2 n with org tersyg...

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?

with dette sana ip..

45. What are you listening to right now?

bunyi kipas..

46. What is your favorite color?

i know ko minta 1 ja sap ko blg 'color'..but sa suka ble bt la k...brown, black, purple, white, blue, red...

47. How many tattoos do you have?


48. Coffee drinker?

eya!! hahahahaa...luv coffee so much!! ^^

49. How many children do you have?

ermm...stkt ne ada 3..yg no 1, SEK770i..yg no.2 Celcom paling jajal ne...yg no.3 Acer Laptop...

Friday, November 12, 2010

What if?

watched Jason Derulo's video clip What juz inspired me to think about "what if i choose the other options that i had b4 this?"

I choose to transfer to other school during form 2.
What if I choose to stay?
well, i might didnt know my fren in SMKTE. i might didnt know my syg.

I choose not to continue my study at MRSM after PMR.
What if I choose to go there?
well, i might didnt know my fren better. i might didnt know my syg better.

I choose to keep continuing studying in Science Stream.
What if i choose to change my stream?
well, i might didnt know my 5C classmates better. i might didnt close with my girls (lala,toyo,lob,montuk) n my boys (gugu,papai). i might didnt close to my syg. and he might didnt fell in luv with me.

I choose Matriculation beside Science Diploma at UiTM.
What if i choose UiTM?
well, i might have different fren from now. i might have different personality. i may have different sweet memories. i might didnt know all the geng kuliaks (nini, kezai, alice, nurul, faisha, feddy, kahar, azri, ijam, justine). i might didnt close with geng blok A (kolet n nurul). i might didnt know how to dance Sarawakian dance. i might didnt know my teammates (Tadak Timur). i might didnt know about love in friendship. i might didnt know what love is.

I choose to try continue my study in PHYSICS at Matriculation.
What if i choose Biology?
well, i might not love physics as much as i do like now. i might didnt know about all the physics stuff. i might didnt know Newton's Law. or Kirchoff's Rule.

I choose to take risk, by dating my syg now (eventhough its really complicated becoz of our family).
What if i didnt?
i might not know what love is. i might not know him well. i might didnt love him as much as i do now.

I choose to continue my study at UMS. taking FE.
What if i didnt?
i might end up studying at other U. or college. or other place beside Sabah. i might didnt know my coursemate. i might didnt know what best friend means (u know who u are). i might didnt know how hard long-distance relationship is.

I choose to sambung balik my relationship with my syg after 2months+ of i said before, its really complicated when it love interferes with family matters.(see older post)
What if i didnt?
well, i might didnt love him as much as i do now. i might didnt know better what true love is. and we might didnt still together until now.

I choose to forgive my syg after he made a huge mistake to me.(see older post)
What if i didnt?
i might didnt realize what true love is. i might didnt realize how much i love him until i am able to forgive and forget his mistakes. i might didnt know all about him. and he might didnt learn any lesson. the most important lesson ever in his life. i changed him. big one.

I choose to write this post.
What if I didnt?
well, i might didnt realize how much my option changed my life nowadays. i might didnt realize how much i have learn. the way i think, the way i act, i might didnt realize who am i now. and i might didnt realize how beautiful my life is now.

Thanks dear God. U've lead me to though choices, and let me pick my best option. People might see that my option is wrong, but i know that U made me choose it, n i believe in U. Everything happen for a reason.

Some things may gives us options. Pray to God to lead u which u should choose. thats what i do. and here i am now. life based on choices i made in the past. its a God-gift. to the world. ^^